Regarding Thoughts of Suicide

Suicidal impulses are nothing to take lightly: I wrote this a long time ago out of concern for people I was seeing, who were talking about feeling suicidal. I'm reposting it.

I'm seeing a fair bit of mentioning suicide from distressed people which is concerning to me. I just want to add a few thoughts of my own to this subject as I was once a teenager and tormented as well, who thought about suicide a lot. However, in my own case, the thought kept coming to me that if you kill yourself, then 'they' WIN. 

I had no idea who 'they' were back then but now I know. I think while a lot of kids feel lost and suicidal for a lot of reasons, its the young people with Satanic Souls who get hit the hardest with the enemy's urging to kill themselves. It kind of makes sense to me, since we are the most feared by the enemy, and their reasoning is probably: Get them to take themselves out FOR us while they are still young and defenceless. 

This newer generation is more heavily under attack than mine was as nowadays, any and every reason is used to 'diagnose' a child with a psychiatric disorder and put them onto pharmaceutical drugs which really f_ck people up:

“Leon Eisenberg on his death bed, this psychiatrist and autism pioneer admitted that ADHD is a "fictitious disease,"that young children today are being needlessly prescribed severe mind-altering drugs which sets them up for a lifetime of failure.”

"The psychiatric /pharmaceutical industry spends billions of dollars a year to convince, legislators press that psychiatric disorders, Bi-Polar Disorder, Depression, Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD/ADHD), Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, etc. are medical diseases on par with verifiable medical conditions cancer, diabetes," explains CCHRI. "Yet unlike real medical disease, there are no scientific tests to verify the medical existence of any psychiatric disorder."

"Remember, there are two ways drug companies can make money: Invent new drugs, and invent new diseases already invented drugs can treat,"

Some of the enemy have the ability to look up and down the timeline and be able to look at a young person and know that in another couple of decades they become great Satanists/people who inspire and lead others or contribute to society in other meaningful ways. They certainly wouldn't want THAT. So they would hit these kids the hardest.

Your life, your existence as one of Satan's Dedicated is more precious than you know. If your Soul drew you here to Him out of the billions on this planet, that means something, as there are no such things as coincidences. We are in a spiritual war here and every Satanist willing to fight is valuable. 

Suicide is legitimate in some extreme circumstances, like if you were a prisoner in one of the Bolshevik concentration camps in jewish communist Russia during WWII, for example. Its a legitimate way out in extreme situations. 

But, having a hard time in school or being picked on or having a family you can't stand does not require such drastic measures. 

The younger one is the more inclined a person is to think in absolutes, while those with more life experience know that situations change over time. “Change is the only constant.” You grow up, move out on your own, you work out and trounce the bully, whatever it takes, just hang in there and do your best. 

I can also tell you in my own case, I refused to take any pharmaceuticals, as I grew and worked on myself, the depression healed itself. It's a form of sickness of the soul. We are mind, body and soul. When the soul is dying for lack of nourishment, it manifests as a dis-ease. Depression. Look after yourself physically. Eat nutritious non-processed foods, workout or do some other form of exercise like yoga. 

Yoga is fantastic for spiritual nourishment! Take that hour on the mat and devote that time to YOU. That hour is for YOU. Focus on the asanas, focus on the time at hand.....what I mean by that is be present in the moment. This is a form of moving meditation. Its very beneficial. Everytime thoughts pop in like: What will I make for supper? Or any other stray thought....don't latch onto it! Just observe it, allow it to drift away. 

As you focus on the asanas, the annoying nagging 'voice' will slow down and then stop. You have just achieved the shift from L brain to Right. You'll know it's happened because that annoying chatter in your head stops, calm descends. 

We spend far too much time in the L brain, rushing from distraction to distraction, worried about the past or the future...we don't spend much time in the NOW. Take a look around on a bus sometime for example...everyone has their nose buried in their cell phones...feeding the interior chatterbox's non-stop need for distraction and something to 'chatter' about. Turn that phone off and be in the now, fully present. 

When the yoga session is over, take the time to allow yourself to lay there in the last pose...savassanah....for at least 15 minutes. Don't skip this! 

The entire point of the whole exercise is to shift you from L to R, quiet the mind and get stuck energy moving. Its essential to lay there and allow yourself to feel it. savassanah is the time to lie there and connect to that energy, to feel it. You're feeling the energy that surrounds your body all the time, that you normally aren't aware of. You are getting connected. Yoga is not like working out in the gym. Don't rush to roll up your mat and run away! 

Take that time...its for YOU. And you deserve it! You are connecting to yourself. Do this every day, and you'll be amazed, how much more grounded, centred and less depressed you'll be feeling in a matter of weeks. 

Get out into nature and sunshine. Be careful what you allow into your mind as it is designed to be poisonous to the young, this 'culture'. Find things you love to do and do them, be it music, painting or writing, whatever it is, you were born with unique gifts to bring to the table of humanity/life.

So bring it!

Nobody else can do 'you' like YOU can! You're a unique individual. And YOU ARE ENOUGH. 

Know it. Own it. 

Your life is what you make it, by your own creativity, efforts and dedication to advance yourself, to learn and to grow as a human being and as a Satanist/Spiritually. Don't give up!

Jealous angry little people may try to stomp you, the world may say no...when it does, Say YES. 

Don't give in. Don't allow anyone to convince you to do them the favour of taking yourself out of the fight. You are valuable. Your life is valuable! Don't throw it away! 

As a Spiritual Satanist you are a light in a very dark world. Let your light shine! You are needed! There are no coincidences. This is a pivotal point in the timeline to be present, in a physical body....and every one of us is needed! We are here to fight for the Light! Don't ever let anybody tell you you aren't any good....its only true if you take it on. They can sit and spin!

Treat yourself in those dark times like you would treat a dear friend...be supportive, do your best to help that friend (you)....sometimes we have to face the darkness inside ourselves....face it to come out the other side. Trust yourself. If you need time to grieve, take it. Cry. Eventually the tears end. Tears are good. They cleanse the pain. You can achieve. You can get through it. Don't ever believe suicide is an easy way out. It's not...not for you and certainly not for all the ones who love you who would be left bereft and sad without you! And you would be missed. Don't think you wouldn't be!

You aren't as alone as you feel. We never are.

The moving meditation I described above (during yoga) is a mild and easy meditation for anybody. Its not advisable to be doing heavier power meditations when you aren't Dedicated. 

The enemy (yes there is one – same ones who put this suicide nonsense into ones head) WILL attack you if you are doing heavy meditations when you don't have the protection of Satan and a GD. Keep reading and studying and when you feel ready, Dedicate. THEN start more in depth meditations :)

Focusing on the here and now (doing void) – which I described when doing yoga can also be as simple as, if you are at work, put all other thoughts out of your mind, focus on the job at hand, doing it to the best of your ability. Thats it! You're meditating!

Artists know this well though we don't call it doing Void. We call it getting into the 'zone'. You focus totally on the art you're working on to achieve the no-time state, where 5 hours can pass in what feels like 5 minutes. I love it when it happens. Its just the best feeling. What you've done by doing this shift is you're shifted to the R hemisphere. This is very good for you. 

In this crazy world, we are forced into our L brains almost all the time, creating dis-harmony. Imbalance. We need to shift out of the L brain – to the intuitive side, the spiritually attuned side. We need this to feel in balance. I suspect the lack of it is a heavy contributor to depression as well.

Its always darkest before the dawn. But the new day will come. And you'll face it on your feet. Never give up. Never give in. Never.

HPS ZolaLuckyStar

Truth4Satan Ministries

“My wisdom is not separate from my heart”

                Satan

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