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Sleep Paralysis
Some people experience what is commonly known as sleep paralysis. According to the common descriptions of it, this happens as a person is falling asleep, or when they are returning to consciousness after sleep. They will feel unable to move or to speak. Now, the common explanation for the feelings of oppression and being held down etc, is that it is hallucinatory.
People remain aware during this time, and of course some become very panicked and afraid as they are striving to move or to speak and feeling unable to.
I'll tell you what I've come to understand about this matter. My conclusions are based on my own personal experiences. Not things I've read from others. I can only speak of what I experienced and my own conclusions when I speak here about this.
During my years of studying lucid dreams, using my self as guinea pig. I've experienced times where this so called sleep paralysis – inability to move or speak - has hit me. However, this wasn't happening during falling asleep or waking but in a lucid moment where I was being confronted by a negative entity in the dream or OBE.
I'm speaking specifically now of being threatened or whatever. I face the being and try to say something like:
“I am dedicated to Satan. In His name and by His power, I demand that you leave me.”
As if the being knows what I'm about to say, there comes this treacle effect, where it feels like trying to move in treacle and it's almost impossible to speak. I have to fight hard to get the words out, which come out dragging and slurred. I (personally) feel this is a conscious effort on the part of the negative entity. It doesn't want to hear it and it exerts mental pressure to prevent me speaking it.
Now I know that some would say how christian of me: if you substitute the name jesus for Satan, it definitely sounds christian. I don't deny that is true. It does. In either case, I've come to understand the problem is demanding in the name of something other than yourself, your own will, your own personal sovereignty.
Doing something like this in the name of and by the power of something other than yourself is a mistake. This is what I have come to feel. I think the stronger action to take would be to confront the being and say something like: I AM sovereign. You are not welcome here; I didn't invite you. You have no business with me. I demand you leave!
The reason I've decided this are many but one incident helped me to see this. I had a particularly intense experience which lasted for hours. I was kept in a kind of holding pattern, flipping back and forth between the astral lucid reality and the literal bedroom where I lay in bed. Long story short, this flipping back and forth lasted for hours. During which time I was unable to wake myself. Which I found very frightening. I got to a point where I wondered if I would lose my mind or never wake up. Which world was 'real'?
And then I became aware of a presence. I looked to the doorway and there stood a tall grey and suddenly I knew, this being had been manipulating me all this time, keeping me locked into this loop. These beings are very negative. They enjoy the feelings of anguish and fear, to them its a form of food. They literally feed on it. It had been milking me like I was a cow of these feelings, this energy. And suddenly, I was absolutely furious. I sprang to my feet, rushed it, body slammed it out the doorway and across the hall into the wall growling:
“You're not welcome here; I didn't invite you! You have no business with me! I demand you leave immediately! Get the F OUT of here!”
I felt it's utter astonishment. It was shocked. It didn't think I was capable of 'seeing' it. And to attack it? It was totally shocked. And then it vanished. I shot out of bed in the waking reality.
So, recognizing it, telling it you don't have my permission to be here, I didn't invite you, GET OUT!! Worked.
It isn't easy to be conscious in a lucid dream or the astral reality to be able to have the wherewithal to recognize the threat, the interference, and then do this. Which is why these parasites prefer to operate from that dimension. It's generally outside our waking awareness, where we are weak. Whereas they can operate just fine there. They can see us, we can't see them. So from there, they have the ability to manipulate in order to generate emotions like fear, depression, sadness, anger, etc in us, and they munch on it.
We are weak there for many reasons. One is that our food has been weaponized, so too is the water. Keep that pineal calcified. All the better to keep us blind. Also, we are taught dreams are meaningless. And that the only 'real' reality is this physical one.
I remember a calm still evening in summer, riding my bike in a kind of commercial (quiet) zone. It was around 10:00 PM. I was stopped at a set of red lights hanging out waiting for them to change, admiring the sky when two spaceships passed by right over my head. I was looking straight up when they came into sight right over my head. I was facing to the south. They came from the north moving southwest. They made absolutely no noise, were very large and were just high enough to clear the skyscrapers off to the west (behind which they eventually disappeared).
I yanked my bike up onto the sidewalk and stood there gaping after these things. A couple passed me walking their dog. They didn't appear to notice these things. These weren't the typical kind of ufo you see in most of the online videos; shaky blobs of light. These things were so close you could clearly see this was technology. They were highly detailed solid things, not orbs. Making no sound at all, floating past overhead. How I wished I'd had a camera on me! I've seen lots of ufos in my lifetime but these were the closest ones I've seen going past over my head to date. The feeling they gave was not that this was some alien group running these crafts (there were two of them).
It felt to me like a human technology. Just....stuff the average dirt dweller never gets to be let in on. They have a kind of cloaking device; perhaps it's a kind of frequency that wraps the hull so that if you aren't at a high enough frequency, you won't see them. I feel this is possibly so because these things were so large, so incredibly obvious, you would think the couple walking their dog would have noticed them. But they didn't!
So how do we work on opening ourselves? So we can perceive the unseen all around us?
I recommend to keep a dream journal. In it, as soon as you wake up, record whatever you can remember. What you saw, what was said, the time, if it was inside or out, sunny, stormy, etc. How it made you FEEL. In between the dreams, make note of anything in the waking world that strikes you, things that you have happen to you, that you see happening around you.
By keeping this journal, you are doing something important. You are training yourself to recall while in the astral. Which leads to lucid moments in the dreamtime. You are training yourself to OBSERVE what is around you, both while you are asleep and when you are awake. This is a skill set. Training yourself to observe opens you up to seeing more. Those who walk around with their noses buried in their cell phones see very little. The technology is addictive, for sure. I feel that's according to design. Just another way to dumb people down, keep their attention away from whats going on around them in reality. They are tuned into this other frequency, that of virtual reality. They don't pay any attention to the real world around them.
You'll find you may struggle to remember anything at all when you first set out to begin recording your dreams. But keep at it. When the time comes to write it all down just write as fast as you can, not worrying about grammar and spelling. You'll go back over it after to fix all that. And when you do, you may find more snippets of detail coming back. Add them in. This is most easily done on a computer so you can use a keyboard.
Your recall will go like this: You'll remember the last thing you saw first, and as you get better and better at recall, you'll remember the episode before the last one, and so on and so on. I have personally been able to recall 5-7 'episodes' going back to when I fell asleep. Just write it down as it comes back to you, then you can cut and paste it into the actual order later. The main thing first, is just to get it down, quick as you can. Don't censor, don't second guess any of the details that come. Many times I've found some detail that I wanted to not bother to record because I thought it was 'dumb' or embarrassing etc...later turned out to be significant and made sense later.
All this dreamwork helped me greatly when I was stuck in that dream loop by that grey I mentioned earlier. I was able to realize this is a dream and set aside the fear to take a good, conscious look around. Which is when I spotted it.
Let me tell you, these greys are damned UGLY. My first instinct upon seeing it was revulsion and rage. I wanted to kill it. I think this is a very good instinct to have. Because they are predators preying on us.
I am aware that our bodies secrete something that keeps us immobile when we sleep. This prevents sleepwalking, which can be dangerous. So sometimes it's probably that. You came back in before the effect of that wore off. But I don't think thats always the only reason. I suspect sometimes, that oppressive feeling and the inability to move is caused by these grey beings.
Some new age types who are preaching the new religion, that of the ufo, like stephen greer, would have you believing that all aliens are part of us, that we are savages and this is why they don't appear on the white house lawn to introduce themselves. This is bullshit. The reality is, they're already here and have been for a very long time. And they are NOT our 'friends'. These creatures are highly negative. One has only to look around at events in the world to see that the ones at the top running the show are highly negative. Thats because, at the very top, the ones pulling the strings aren't even humans. For greer to be preaching all aliens are part of some big 'family' and we are all 'one'...is totally misleading. It's also disarming. It's the same suicidal advice as the sermon on the mount. Love your enemy and all that. It's a terrific way to disarm somebody and make them hesitate to defend themselves.
This is another thing. Always listen to your gut. If you get into some situation and it's screaming at you that you are in danger and to take off, listen to it. Don't discount it.
So start by paying attention to what's happening around you. Put the phone away and pay attention when you are out and about. Pay attention to your dreams. The universe is very reciprocal. When you put it out there that you wish to 'see' more....it'll start to happen. When you put it out there you want to remember your dreams (which leads to lucidity), it'll start happening. Whatever you put your energy and attention into, you manifest it.
Then you help the process along by doing the work.
Another benefit this will provide is when something happens in the waking world, sometimes you're able to go back through the dreams and discover you were shown literally weeks, sometimes months in advance. Practicing dream recall will show you subtle interconnections. Most often in symbols, but once in a while it comes word for word, in all details correct, just as it comes later on in 'real' life. This is called strong dreaming.
When you see this written down by your own hand, it gives you proof for yourself, that something is happening and it's not 'just imagination'.
I still write down my dreams. Been at it for a long time. There are so many times as well, where dreams give guidance or inspiration. Or they'll point to a solution to something.
For example, many people dreamed bad things about the titanic, and didn't get on the ship.
I would also just add that not ALL of these extra dimensional beings are negative. The nation of positive beings like Satan and the others with Him, they are not negative. But, just as in this waking world, there are all types. Some beneficial, some neutral, some negative.
Practicing honing your awareness through dream recall (strong dreaming) is a form of psychic self defence.
In ancient cultures, the strong dreamers were the shaman, the wise ones, the druids, the priests. The ones who have one foot in this world and one in the other. This is what it means. Because we are literally multi dimensional beings. We've only just forgotten.