Snakeway wrote: ↑Thu Feb 03, 2022 12:03 pm
Velcro wrote: ↑Wed Feb 02, 2022 2:42 pm
Seeker83 wrote: ↑Wed Feb 02, 2022 2:27 pm
You are taking what I said the wrong way. So many idiots think they can get away with shitty behaviors, I'm mostly talking about hatred can be used to raise self awareness especially if it's online and if they have the brains to stop and think about why they respond that way. It's a program. But the ignorance is so deep that they resort to violence to regain that false sense of power whether they are trying to prove a point or not.
orry I didn't make that clear it was a direct response to Mamba though.
I think seeker is trying to say: what triggers you, needs healing
I personally hate to hate. Whenever I hate I either destroy the person or myself therefore I avoid such a deep feeling and emotion... it's draining me, it's too intense, so the best is to not give people power over you to hate them one day.
I agree it needs healing. I think we will disagree what healing is, for me healing is to see them pay and suffer. for you is some bullshit
It's more complicated that this Snakeway...I, For instance hate (on the personal level) only what I once loved. But I get your point I am not deny it completely but it's complicated ...deep inside I feel so much pity and mercy for people's ignorance especially when it comes to a family member. It is something genetic and also maybe early programming. I need time to make up my mind. I have so much power of destruction Snakway spiritual one it's inherited from my father's line but what do you do when you have mixed feelings when you would rather educate people than destroying them? Or when you care about collateral victims and so on so forth?
At the moment the best solution for me is not give people power over me and that kind of deep love.
Last time I executed somebody it manifested in less than 1 month. I warned the person 2 times and the 3rd I did a black magic ritual as I learned it from my father and it manifested. I did it ethically with warnings and correctness beforehand. To someone who intentionally and repeatedly did REAL shit. Seriously I told the person Inwill destroy him if he does x again as I won't be able to control it. You know the feeling that grows inside you and you need to expel it...
My father is the typical Satanist as you and most of the people over there. I don't like it. Someone crosses you, they're dead or heavily attacked. Bang. No. My dad brutally smashed his enemies for all kind of offences that could be dealt or ignored but I never critised him because it's a soul problem and I rather would see him vile than a victim ...
I have wizzards and witches on both lines going on generations...
I take my time to UNDERSTAND the other party. To reflect. To see where is my blame if any. I ALWAYS LOOK AT MYSELF FIRST. Even when people are lying to me I often ask myself: is it me that I dont look trustworthy? Does the person does it to protect himself? Does it do it to look maybe better? Etc. I don't take everything personally and bang sword up.
I want to live a balanced life. Time is so precious and build up beautiful things for myself as a primary focus. As a primary focus of course. I understand the obsession for enemies I have it as well, but I take my time.
People gain some power of some sort spiritual or otherwise and BANG. Not my style. I want a better world. I want people to have patience and mercy with my shit so I will give the same in return. Did I always treated people fairly hell no but not because I was or I am mean! We treat other bad for a lot of reasons based on missinterpretantions, misscomunication, etc
If I was to be punished by people or the Gods for every time I did or acted stupid I would had been dead a thousand times already and I am sure this applies to many if not most.
I will apply punishments only where is 100% fair and needed as an ultimate solution.
Maybe I am wrong and programmed in some victim/weak mentality as you would say? I will meditate further on this. I will eventually get to a conclusion.