Gossiping? Where and when lmao. I told people the things that were necessary to tell.Celeste AikoGal wrote: ↑Fri Dec 22, 2023 3:22 am I based your delusional behavior on the truth that i am defending about me and i know better than you and whoever says bullshit about me here. Trolling is an intention and returning without greeting isn't trolling if there isn't an intent of trolling. Do you know grammar basics? About Lucifer experience you lied, I said he showed the inner child, not that he appeared as one. And even if, couldn't it happen to see a deity with different shapes sometimes? I didn't say any lie. Said this, it's enough. If someone wants to keep assuming truth as "maybe" "can be" then you're not being honest. Now I leave, truth speaks itself. What would I gain in lying, comparing to you? You're feeling good in lying by making assumptions so you can enjoy gossiping since you have nothing else to do.
Coming in, uninvited after claiming your departure and not greeting is a sign of trolling and forum spam, even.
As for the Lucifer experience, let me cite some things, shall we
:Interesting experiences. When I first worked with him, in a dream, a child (inner child) was drawn in the wall and felt that inner child was with me, and then materialized. The wall depicted an happy child, that then materialized. The house was all closed and dark and there was only my cat and then saw in the other room the "ghost" of the child. So i tried to leave home but the child didn't let me. The child wanted to play and be with me and made fun of me playfully joking on my personality, saying how i am etc.. I don't deny i felt a bit scared, in someway. When woke up I still felt observed. I don't see anything negative on it though, it feels like a walk in the darkness..
So it was a child, not just the inner child lol.
Let's look at your 2nd message:
Disclaimer: this is my own personal experience and some studies, so everyone is free to believe whether they are the same or seperate entities. I don't consider stuff like Qliphoth, since for me it is a toxic practice. I felt i wanted to do this post and share it here.
Satan: for me Satan has always been the most important God in my path, he's the one that helped the most and has been a comforting father figure in times of need. He gives strenght and comfort to his children when needed. I mostly saw his light but strong side as far as i remember - was bright like the sun. He is a very calm God with those who deserve his best and masters his own emotions, in contrary of what corrupted grimoires say about him being a war god. He goes beyond all that, he just reacts the best way is needed in the right situations, with his wisdom and power. He has compassion for those who suffer, but no pity for evil and submission. He is always there in real times of need if someone really needs him. If someone can do it alone, he will leave them alone not to make them depend on him. He doesn't ask to be worshipped, but it can be done, doesn't dislike it unless christian bowing down worship. He cares a lot about those close to him's well-being and will always be there for them in case of dangers and crucial times. He dislikes false morals said from unmoral people and only accepts logical morals (e.g dharma).
Lucifer: He's been a lot different in my experience. For me, Lucifer has been a dark spirit. He was stern, pushy and much harsher than Satan. He has no limits, he is the excess of freedom and wants others to be that way as well, with price of some suffering times. He hates weakness in a harsh way and is a very direct god. He can bring tough times. He can tell someone that is dumb if they are doing a dumb thing. He has these harsh ways. I can say the intentions behind it are for self development and growth, but it may not be for everyone. His energy seems cold, detached but protective with those close to him. He is good for those who think they are doing good by just submitting to others. He pushes someone to do shadow work and i can say it's not always necessary harsh in this, mostly uncomfortable. Lucifer seems to be depicted often in a false way, as just a lighty angel with no darkness and just all light and love, while he can appear as the opposite. He is the opposite of over-romanticized love for light, he actually seems to dislike this behavior and wants real freedom, facts. He doesn't seem to like offerings, can be done but are not his favorite things. He dislikes those who are scared of him. I've seen more darkness in him than light. All the things I listed are aspects of him and how his energy felt to me.
I hope it can be of help to those who may find answers on this topic and not to offend anyone else's different experiences.
No more inner child thingy huh? I am not delusional.
As for the grammar basics, really? Who knows grammar better, me, who writes with capital I every time I refer to the 1st person in a conversation or you, who wrote the small letter i when talking about the 1st person (you) in a conversation. Come on, it's just some simple grammar.
Now I leave, truth speaks itself I don't trust you when you say you are leaving as you have said countless times that you will and you didn't do it at all. So, no, idgaf when you say when you are leaving because it is like a trap that will spring right after the guard is let down. It's easy as smelling freshly typed newspapers.
