blatant lies

[GoldenDragon]

Nick will continue to lie in private where he has more control over people behind the paywall scheme to pretend what he is promoting is what Maxine was promoting all along he is doing this in public more slowly. So if you disagree with Nick totality throwing out everything Maxine promoted and claimed 'Father Satan' told her out in the trash, for what he wants. Then you are disagreeing with Maxine the holy ascended KFC monster of the JoS and you will be banished.

I got used to the feeling of getting banished from the JoS forums. At first it affected me a little, until I started to not care about it anymore, and see how much of a collection of dullards they are.

Sheer fact is, they never care about anybody, I was good to be used for their energetic schemes (RTRs and the supposed God rituals).

[HPSZolaLuckyStar]

Regarding Maxine:

“Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.”

"I think Maxine's habits confirmed how low vibrational her astral body / soul was."

I know, but if she really was mixed race, then I surmise that, as a mixed race person married to an actual real white supremacist, doesn't it stand to reason he had a pragmatic reason for marrying her? How could he actually love her, since his belief system would say she's 'inferior'?

Cold pragmatism is not love. He basically took over the JoS through her...I think she began the JoS wanting some kind of spirituality – you said in the beginning it was a terrific place, right? But then (as her husbands influence began to be felt) this changed and eventually the whole Satan was a Nazi thing became the paradigm. It ended up becoming a kind of Nazi recruitment tool for the people he was aligned to and a tool of in his turn. She was used as a tool and so was he. And i think the people who used her husband as their tool were in their turn being used, by negative human hating entities who want to spread hatred etc.....because its their meat and drink.

I think a loveless marriage where, as a woman, you're constantly trying to 'measure up'....has to be a kind of hell on earth.

I know she's not perfect. I know she made some really bad decisions. But imagine being in a marriage where you must - on some level – and women can sense this - know your partner thinks of you as a second class citizen. A loveless union is a daily misery.

She suffered too. Maybe the KFC was comfort food. I'm not excusing her but....I can feel empathy.

I only was in contact with her for a year. In which time we spoke at least three times a week. I did consider her a friend then and she did help me in some ways. Maybe I'm mistaken but the sense of her I got was she wasn't truly an evil person. Just somebody with her own problems and pain. Yes, she allowed her minion nick to burn me for a witch. I produced a lot of work for her, she screwed me in the end and yet....I don't really hold a grudge. I never felt she was an evil narcissistic creature like nick is. He hated me. For whatever reason. She needed him more than she needed me. So she let him burn me. The person doing the coding and forum maintenance stuff can take over. I know this. I experienced this.

I was very hurt by her doing this/allowing this for a time but...I've let it go. In her case I forgave her. In his...no. But I also don't particularly care anymore either. He's just....not worth my energy and time. Hating him is a waste of my time. I Do. Not. Care.

When I was doing the OBE dreamwalking work, I talked to a lot of humans without physical bodies. All told me they were alive still - thank you very much – some were indignant when I asked them – saying of COURSE I'm alive! So Maxine is still out there, yes. Off on her learning curve. I hope she's got some peace now she didn't have before.

“Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.”

Again, I know. You speak truth. She promoted bad stuff, hateful stuff. It's done a lot of damage to a lot of people. That's a big deal. Of course it is. She used people for what they could give her, do for her, their donations. I get all that and yet...I got the feeling there was a little girl in there that never got any love. Who never felt she measured up.

She's said she's sorry for what she did. What more can she do now? Once passed physically, you can't go back and change anything. Heck, even while still in this physical body, there are things you can't go back in time and change, as much as you might wish to. There are things I wish I could go back and change....but I have to accept it's over and done. I can never 'fix' it, make it better. And that hurts. I wish I could go back.....If I could go back, I'd do things differently....and it's too late. I can never take it back....and that hurts. OMG it hurts. So....I get it. I really do.

That's what I'm saying. For maxine, it's over and done (this chapter) and so I say: I wish her well. And let her go.

I'm not sure it's our place to judge her soul. Yes, we can judge the actions. That's reasonable and just. But, not the soul. We see only a tiny bit; not the whole path, the big picture. You know how....sometimes something you think is terrible at the time, ends up being a blessing in disguise. Someday you look back and go wow...amazing! It was a learning experience though at the time you maybe didn't understand it.
The power that creates universes, the force, god, whatever you want to label it as – the power that is positive, that first principle...it does work in ways that are mysterious. And so I say how can I, with my limited understanding, judge her soul?

Did she do some bad things? Yes. Did she make some dubious choices? Sure.

Resenting her for what she did...I get that. She affected us. But then....the power of evil has to be added in. You can hold someone accountable but also see someone who in her turn suffered. It's complicated.

I'm not excusing when I say this but...I do have empathy for her. We all, as human beings on this planet, it being what it is – a prison planet – we have a lot of pain.

I can't look at her and have a totally cold heart. I think she had pain. Negative entities get in through backdoors and cracks. Pain is one of those backdoors. Wounded people are vulnerable.


Most of us are wounded. That's part of what we have to deal with here - if we're human – and part of what we have to do while we're here – if we want to make a positive difference in this world – it begins with what is within. It's not found in what is without. We go inside and heal our own pain. Re-integrate all those broken off bits of our souls. Once we're able to love ourselves, we can raise that frequency. I think that's the real way we become free.

Human hating negatives, the parasites, constantly make us feel less than, hopeless, despairing, jealous, angry, sad....and full of hate. So when we look outside ourselves, we hate and judge others. To make them like we are. Misery loves company they say. They feed on us, on the negative energy we produce. It's a very low frequency. What's the highest frequency? Love.

I'm saying have empathy and realize she was a human who made mistakes, and then let her go. Wish her well and let it go.

That's all. Not to be a doormat, but out of wisdom and empathy.

I do this also for her because I don't feel she was a narcissistic psychopath who through malice aforethought, did the things she did. And so I can forgive. The narcissistic psychopath however....no.

I let them go too however.....I feel nothing for them. No hate.....but no empathy either. To me, they aren't really human. They have no love in them, no kindness, no empathy. Which we need to be a fully functioning human being. They are empty inside, have nothing that connects them back to the real, true creator, the creative intelligence, that force that underpins reality. And so to me...why would I give that my energy? Why would I hate them? I think Maxine was a flawed human....but human nonetheless. And so I say forgive her. And let her go.

[Don Danko333]

Maxine was in for the scam from the start in my opinion. She was stealing off other authors and promoting her fake father satan from the start of the JoS. Take what Maxine made up of the JoS and what is left.... Nothing.

[Don Danko333]

Maxine stole off that book back when it was popular in the new age trend world. She was hoping to lure more people in. Maxine preyed on people who are spirituality inclined by nature. This is why her scam went so far who knows how many others had demonic spirits manipulating them to believe in it as well.

No, its a scam maxine created that you chant different letters on the front, back and sides of the body which are the four pillar's of the soul. Its nonsense and goes nowhere. Its designed to make her appear more knowledgeable to feed her scheme stream of free money for her alcoholism, drug abuse and junk food addiction.

The Star of Ashtoreth meditation is just stolen off the Merkaba meditation from the flower of life books, and goes nowhere either. That is when she lied and claimed to be working with Thoth to legitimize stealing off this new age author who claims the same.

That is truly knowledgeable. Thank you for the information provided .

So, I guess Maxine invented the Four Pillar scam for feeding the Demonic energy hive?

True indeed.

Didn't know that the Star of Astoreth meditation was stolen from the actual concept of the flower of life books.

Thank you once again for sharing this.

To be honest, I think Maxine's habits confirmed how low vibrational her astral body / soul was. People who do drug abuse are prone to be abused by malicious spirits like the Demons from the Klipoth Maxine was working with.

[GoldenDragon]

Regarding Maxine:

“Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.”

"I think Maxine's habits confirmed how low vibrational her astral body / soul was."

I know, but if she really was mixed race, then I surmise that, as a mixed race person married to an actual real white supremacist, doesn't it stand to reason he had a pragmatic reason for marrying her? How could he actually love her, since his belief system would say she's 'inferior'?

Cold pragmatism is not love. He basically took over the JoS through her...I think she began the JoS wanting some kind of spirituality – you said in the beginning it was a terrific place, right? But then (as her husbands influence began to be felt) this changed and eventually the whole Satan was a Nazi thing became the paradigm. It ended up becoming a kind of Nazi recruitment tool for the people he was aligned to and a tool of in his turn. She was used as a tool and so was he. And i think the people who used her husband as their tool were in their turn being used, by negative human hating entities who want to spread hatred etc.....because its their meat and drink.

I think a loveless marriage where, as a woman, you're constantly trying to 'measure up'....has to be a kind of hell on earth.

I know she's not perfect. I know she made some really bad decisions. But imagine being in a marriage where you must - on some level – and women can sense this - know your partner thinks of you as a second class citizen. A loveless union is a daily misery.

She suffered too. Maybe the KFC was comfort food. I'm not excusing her but....I can feel empathy.

I only was in contact with her for a year. In which time we spoke at least three times a week. I did consider her a friend then and she did help me in some ways. Maybe I'm mistaken but the sense of her I got was she wasn't truly an evil person. Just somebody with her own problems and pain. Yes, she allowed her minion nick to burn me for a witch. I produced a lot of work for her, she screwed me in the end and yet....I don't really hold a grudge. I never felt she was an evil narcissistic creature like nick is. He hated me. For whatever reason. She needed him more than she needed me. So she let him burn me. The person doing the coding and forum maintenance stuff can take over. I know this. I experienced this.

I was very hurt by her doing this/allowing this for a time but...I've let it go. In her case I forgave her. In his...no. But I also don't particularly care anymore either. He's just....not worth my energy and time. Hating him is a waste of my time. I Do. Not. Care.

When I was doing the OBE dreamwalking work, I talked to a lot of humans without physical bodies. All told me they were alive still - thank you very much – some were indignant when I asked them – saying of COURSE I'm alive! So Maxine is still out there, yes. Off on her learning curve. I hope she's got some peace now she didn't have before.

“Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.”

Again, I know. You speak truth. She promoted bad stuff, hateful stuff. It's done a lot of damage to a lot of people. That's a big deal. Of course it is. She used people for what they could give her, do for her, their donations. I get all that and yet...I got the feeling there was a little girl in there that never got any love. Who never felt she measured up.

She's said she's sorry for what she did. What more can she do now? Once passed physically, you can't go back and change anything. Heck, even while still in this physical body, there are things you can't go back in time and change, as much as you might wish to. There are things I wish I could go back and change....but I have to accept it's over and done. I can never 'fix' it, make it better. And that hurts. I wish I could go back.....If I could go back, I'd do things differently....and it's too late. I can never take it back....and that hurts. OMG it hurts. So....I get it. I really do.

That's what I'm saying. For maxine, it's over and done (this chapter) and so I say: I wish her well. And let her go.

I'm not sure it's our place to judge her soul. Yes, we can judge the actions. That's reasonable and just. But, not the soul. We see only a tiny bit; not the whole path, the big picture. You know how....sometimes something you think is terrible at the time, ends up being a blessing in disguise. Someday you look back and go wow...amazing! It was a learning experience though at the time you maybe didn't understand it.
The power that creates universes, the force, god, whatever you want to label it as – the power that is positive, that first principle...it does work in ways that are mysterious. And so I say how can I, with my limited understanding, judge her soul?

Did she do some bad things? Yes. Did she make some dubious choices? Sure.

Resenting her for what she did...I get that. She affected us. But then....the power of evil has to be added in. You can hold someone accountable but also see someone who in her turn suffered. It's complicated.

I'm not excusing when I say this but...I do have empathy for her. We all, as human beings on this planet, it being what it is – a prison planet – we have a lot of pain.

I can't look at her and have a totally cold heart. I think she had pain. Negative entities get in through backdoors and cracks. Pain is one of those backdoors. Wounded people are vulnerable.


Most of us are wounded. That's part of what we have to deal with here - if we're human – and part of what we have to do while we're here – if we want to make a positive difference in this world – it begins with what is within. It's not found in what is without. We go inside and heal our own pain. Re-integrate all those broken off bits of our souls. Once we're able to love ourselves, we can raise that frequency. I think that's the real way we become free.

Human hating negatives, the parasites, constantly make us feel less than, hopeless, despairing, jealous, angry, sad....and full of hate. So when we look outside ourselves, we hate and judge others. To make them like we are. Misery loves company they say. They feed on us, on the negative energy we produce. It's a very low frequency. What's the highest frequency? Love.

I'm saying have empathy and realize she was a human who made mistakes, and then let her go. Wish her well and let it go.

That's all. Not to be a doormat, but out of wisdom and empathy.

I do this also for her because I don't feel she was a narcissistic psychopath who through malice aforethought, did the things she did. And so I can forgive. The narcissistic psychopath however....no.

I let them go too however.....I feel nothing for them. No hate.....but no empathy either. To me, they aren't really human. They have no love in them, no kindness, no empathy. Which we need to be a fully functioning human being. They are empty inside, have nothing that connects them back to the real, true creator, the creative intelligence, that force that underpins reality. And so to me...why would I give that my energy? Why would I hate them? I think Maxine was a flawed human....but human nonetheless. And so I say forgive her. And let her go.

Look, I understand that Maxine had a rough life. I know about the Clifford Harrington marriage and the fact that he was abusive towards her, being a hard-core alcoholic and making lewd and disgusting remarks towards women. It's true.

I also know that Maxine promoted hateful stuff, ie. National Socialism, Nazism, Klipothic currents etc. It made me and a lot of other people before me live negative periods of time for long in our lives.

The idea is that my "judgement" of hers was an objective one and more like a warning. I am well aware Cobra's potential minions at times read this forums. I don't want any potential teen and even grown-up to get into what I got energetically because of the JoS. So yes, I admit, it was a "judgement" of sorts, but let's take it more like an action of mines to launch a kind of warning to people in terms of what happens if they engage with the Kelipothic current. It's dangerous and downgrading.

And yes, it's also proven that in many cases people who take drugs are prone to spiritual abuse from Demons. Take a look at slyscorpion, even Don Danko confirmed it, that he takes drugs, as well as sly himself confirmed that he takes drugs.

SaxonStranger is another perfect example of what happens when someone does drugs. They are low vibrational, incapable of love, incapable of compassion and kindness, the only thing they are capable is take more and more drugs, as well as to hate, abuse etc. So, it's a proven fact that vibrations of people who take drugs are low.

I don't say you excuse Maxine. On the contrary, your explanation to me tells me that you understood some of the things. I know you have a good judgement, after all, it's you who created the forums to free people from the Kool aid the JoS offers.

As for the empathy, I agree with what you said. It's important to let go (like I did for over 1 year and a half since I left the JoS), and to not be a doormat. I don't hate on people, and never will. Like you said, and that is a pretty good statement: those who hate, curse themselves. We don't have to do anything.

[GoldenDragon]

Maxine was in for the scam from the start in my opinion. She was stealing off other authors and promoting her fake father satan from the start of the JoS. Take what Maxine made up of the JoS and what is left.... Nothing.

It's true, indeed, that Maxine ran a scam. It shows a lot, from the fact that she stole a lot of writings from various autors, to the lies she told about them, like Franz Bardon being a satanist (LOL), while also mixing values of Buddhism, Wiccan/ New Age, etc., with National Socialism.

And the worst claim of it all, that Satanism is the original religion of mankind (LOL). Satan was never worshipped by the Ancient Greeks, or the Nordics, or the Romans. Did Satan try to masquerade in order to be worshipped? Of course he did, but one thing is certain: Ancient Greeks, as well as the Nordics and the Roman's never worshiped Satan.

It's a known fact as well, that Ennochian is in fact the language of the Angels, John Dee used it in many of his angelic workings. So, both her and LaVey's claims that Ennochian is a Satanic Spiritual Language are all trash in my opinion

[Don Danko333]

I think Maxine saw that Lavey's, scam worked and just went down the road with it. I don't consider National Socialism negative, but I also understand the NSM is negative. Jost Turner was the only American who understood National Socialism and he was a spiritual practitioner of Kriya yoga. He also hated the NSM and general White Nationalist movement. It destroyed everything he worked for. So he distanced himself from it and just went in a different way for promoting NS. Turner also got Zundel's court trial turned around [Holocaust denial]. The fact he used the Gaytri mantra shows Zundel was telling the truth the mantra is for illumination of the intellect to truth. From here the ritual working of mantra magic he used manifested into turning Zundel's cause into a wider truth the trial gained so much attention Zundel went on Montel Williams and it went international with the truth. Zundel proved in a court of law the Holocaust did not happen its a Jewish lie.

Maxine was in for the scam from the start in my opinion. She was stealing off other authors and promoting her fake father satan from the start of the JoS. Take what Maxine made up of the JoS and what is left.... Nothing.

It's true, indeed, that Maxine ran a scam. It shows a lot, from the fact that she stole a lot of writings from various autors, to the lies she told about them, like Franz Bardon being a satanist (LOL), while also mixing values of Buddhism, Wiccan/ New Age, etc., with National Socialism.

And the worst claim of it all, that Satanism is the original religion of mankind (LOL). Satan was never worshipped by the Ancient Greeks, or the Nordics, or the Romans. Did Satan try to masquerade in order to be worshipped? Of course he did, but one thing is certain: Ancient Greeks, as well as the Nordics and the Roman's never worshiped Satan.

It's a known fact as well, that Ennochian is in fact the language of the Angels, John Dee used it in many of his angelic workings. So, both her and LaVey's claims that Ennochian is a Satanic Spiritual Language are all trash in my opinion