I want to say thank you to Don, who's been doing so much to try to educate people here. He is a highly knowledgeable person, a true scholar of the occult who has so much knowledge to share. Thank you so much for all you do.
He was fooled at one point in time and since has tried very hard to correct matters, and educate people. I think this is admirable. He is a true scholar and a good person. He has done his best to educate because he cares. He really does. I know this is true. And I think he deserves to be recognized for his efforts. It takes a lot of courage to be able to say hey I was wrong and then try to redirect things. To be truthful. To do his best. That takes some stones. He has taken a lot of slings and arrows and hate for it. But I think he's admirable for his efforts and I thank him for all he's done to set the record straight and his efforts to wake people up. So lets give him some love. He deserves it.
You're awesome Don!
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Satanism is not about taking your God away from you;
It's about freeing you to be your own God.
Awww....thank you so much. I love you for all you have done. You are awesome. I really mean it; I have seen how much you care and how much you have done. it's wonderful and yes, I love you for it.
Satanism is not about taking your God away from you;
It's about freeing you to be your own God.
I was deceived by the demonic entity Belial who was pretending to be Maxine's father Satan the whole time to use me and treat me awfully. I also had 15 years of Maxine's cult indoctrination and cycle of narcissistic cult leader abuse I went though. Being in the clergy from 2008 to july of 2020 just meant I was directly exposed to Maxine's constant lying, threats, abuse, cult indoctrination and demands of never ending work assignments and I had that awful demonic entity abuse of me as well.
Strange but its true Lucifer when I just contacted him on his own in late 2019 showed up and told me to leave the JOS, Maxine lied about everything and she is just making it all up. He is not Satan, the JOS is a destructive, toxic cult and to just leave. That original dedication ritual on the JOS was to Satan-LUCIFER so I guess Lucifer does not agree with the JOS. Those demonic spirits don't like me much but some turned out to not totality hate me... Strange universe.
“I guess Lucifer does not agree with the JOS. Those demonic spirits don't like me much but some turned out to not totality hate me... Strange universe.”
It certainly is and truth I think, is even stranger than fiction.
Don, you mention awful demonic entity abuse. You've mentioned this before, but very minimally. I'm wondering if you would be willing to share a kind of overview of your experience. Maybe give a few examples? I'm asking because it occurs to me it's valuable and instructional for people who are young, naive and don't know anything regarding the occult or spiritual self protection, who think it'll be 'cool' to dabble in summoning, etc. Especially if it's a demon. Because demons are cool and edgy (says facetiously).
I think demons come on a spectrum. Like a big cat. One respects lions for their power and that they could tear you apart if they wanted to....a lot of big cats will leave you be and some can even be friendly....if they're already fed - but, it's a wild creature. It's nature is that of a predator. Tread warily. And then some big cats are like the Tsavo cats, The Ghost and The Darkness. Man eaters. Those two, the people they were terrorizing were convinced they were demons in the form of animals.
I had the benefit of mentorship from two Santeria HP's and a Shaman before I ever came to the JoS. They told me things like if you're going to try to make contact with any non human entity – have a good reason. They aren't performing seals. If you do, be as aware as you can, never make promises you don't intend to keep, be respectful. If you want something, you'll have to give them something too and keep your word. Set finite, definite goals and boundaries regarding interaction. Don't F around, or take it lightly. Stuff like that.
When I was at the JoS, I had the impression the majority of people there were late teens to late 20's. Young people. That's not a criticism (of them) by any means and of course, some young people have very old souls. But in general, my takeaway was young people looking for answers, a bit wide eyed and naive. Quick to take anything maxine or other clergy said at face value immediately. You were in a unique position, as clergy and therefore I think your story, your experience with demonic entity abuse in particular would be really instructional. People could learn a lot from it. A lot of people don't come out the other side of really negative interaction with non-human, negative entities. You have. So yes, what you experienced is valuable to hear and I think many people would really like to hear your story, your experience, if you're willing. In more detail.
How it was in the beginning, how it morphed, examples of typical forms of abuse. The pattern of abuse. How it developed. How you got through it. What helped you. How things are today. Your journey.
I'm guessing Belial originally came in as a nice guy, who gradually got darker and darker. And maybe by the time one realizes its kind of gone off the rails, it's hard to extricate oneself. I think because the more one has contact the firmer the attachment they put on you grows and so it's difficult to break it off?
Satanism is not about taking your God away from you;
It's about freeing you to be your own God.
This demonic spirit showed up and directed me to the JOS when I was in my very young 20's and don't know anything, when I went to the JOS of which I could tell was something this woman had created on her own. But he showed and told he was Father Satan and the whole JOS was real and he directed me there. When he appeared to me it was in the exact image of the picture Maxine has of Father Satan on the JOS site and told me nothing but positive things. It didn't tell me it was Belial it was pretending to be ENKI of Sumeria. 15 years of demonic oppression, demonic abuse, demonic attacks it is what it is. That is why when I figured out Maxine was lying I knew all this awful shit was not "the enemy" it was that demonic spirit and those demonic spirits. Belial was always around to direct me to be abused and exploited by Maxine. Even telling something then I would ask Maxine later and she would tell me the exact same. So I would be deceived into believing Maxine was this important person working for Father Satan.
This is what this piece of shit spirit Belial who's name means "Worthless" really wanted. To abuse me, use me and lose me. So that more people would go into demonic paths and himself and other demonic spirits would get the followers they want. I was a means to an end. I had to rebuild my entire life and rebuild and heal my energetic being and physical being from years of this demonic violence. In the end I banished this worthless demon Belial by force. The way people worship this entity like its a god is pointless its a powerful spirit but a lesser spirit. I' am only alive because I was born spiritually evolved and was doing four to five hours a day or more in some cases of intense Sadhana's. I would have died from this piece of shit spirit Belial in around four more years if I didn't escape when I did.
I got lucky in that way. Those practices allowed me to stay alive and activate my higher mind so I could become enlightened to what was going on and make a run for it.
HPSZolaLuckyStar wrote: ↑Thu Jan 30, 2025 2:18 am
I'm guessing Belial originally came in as a nice guy, who gradually got darker and darker. And maybe by the time one realizes its kind of gone off the rails, it's hard to extricate oneself. I think because the more one has contact the firmer the attachment they put on you grows and so it's difficult to break it off?
