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Hi, I'm new to this forum/site, but I'm not new to Satanism. I am a JoS member at their forum over there. I am here to tell of my story/experience.

I am an Asian gentile who have always wondered about the truth of things, of the world, of human origin, the true religion, etc. - ever since I was a little girl. I was a little girl with big questions that neither of my Buddhist parents were able to answer honestly.

Fast forward, I got into several different religions. I dabbled here and there such as Catholicism, Christianity, Islam, Sufism, and Kabbalah. My entire life was about truth. None of these religions felt good or right. Then, fast forward to those nights I'd stay up late (as is normal for me) doing deep research, I stumbled across JoS website.

The information contained there, I felt it was the truth, as far as Satan and the Gods on his side. Of course, I joined the forum. I took me a few months of reading their contents and the forum before I decided to dedicate in December of 2020 during the solar eclipse transit, around midnight.

Before I dedicated, I was already doing meditations and cleansing. What I never did, though(and still haven't done), is the F-RTR. Why? Something told me not to (at least, not yet). I was seeing on the forum, posts about many people's negative experiences after they do it. Yes, some people don't experience anything negative. Some people allege they feel good afterwards. Some don't feel a thing. However, there was a growing trend of those who felt negative experience such as low energy. I think the low energy is the most common "side effect".

So. Based on that, I never got into it. There's another reason that crossed my mind that discouraged me from doing the rtr. That is, why are we using Hebrew letters? Why not Sanskrit or Runes? These are gentile letters. Shouldn't we be using our own "weapons" to destroy their occult power and to delay their pending agendas? It never sat right with me to use their Hebrew letters. It just doesn't make any Satanic sense!

That is all regarding the RTR.

Now to critique my experience at the forum.

Generally, I have never ran into issues or misunderstandings from anybody there. However, I have noticed that they do seem to quickly label anyone who disagrees with them (about anything) as a Jew. I think/feel/believe that people can disagree with one another without going to extremes and acting in obscene, Jerry Springer-like way. I also noticed the censorship there. It's no different to the tech censorship on social media platforms.

I have been lurking around here and so far, it feels much more welcoming and at home here than there. I still visit their forum, though, and will likely continue to.

I'm the kind of person who keeps an open mind. The principles stated here (i.e. freedom, truth, etc) feels just right. Nothing inside me tells me something is off - yet. Again, I keep my mind open.

It's been a long journey for me from birth to now. I am a Satanist at heart. It took me awhile, but I'm here. It's almost as if something/someone has been guiding me, so to say.

That's all for now. I hope to learn and also eventually contribute. And personally, I'll be keeping a far distance from the drama between certain members here :-)

Thank you :)
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Thank you for sharing your amazing story with us. You are very welcome here. We believe that the values of free-speech and free-thought are Satanic and essential to true freedom. There will always be drama on our platform, but we embrace it. We don't want this place to become an echo chamber where free ideas can't flourish. We maintain that people should be free to believe what they want and also free to criticize others. This means that people will always disagree about something or be offended, but this is a positive thing. People should be able to speak unapologetically and share their views honestly. :D
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Owenavo wrote: Sat Jul 10, 2021 5:19 am Hello, Satanakaraj666! :) Welcome! I’m going to say, you may want to stick with your gut feeling, if you think something is not right. But, you are free in your decision to decide. I haven’t really done the F-RTR, because this is the first satanic forum I went to and I have never really dabbled into it…

This is also free platform! :)
I hope the best for you on this path, Satanakaraj666!
Thank you very much 😊
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HPBlackMamba wrote: Sat Jul 10, 2021 12:53 pm Thank you for sharing your amazing story with us. You are very welcome here. We believe that the values of free-speech and free-thought are Satanic and essential to true freedom. There will always be drama on our platform, but we embrace it. We don't want this place to become an echo chamber where free ideas can't flourish. We maintain that people should be free to believe what they want and also free to criticize others. This means that people will always disagree about something or be offended, but this is a positive thing. People should be able to speak unapologetically and share their views honestly. :D
So from your avatar, I presume we are allowed to show our face here?

Over at JOS forum, they do not allow that for fear of our identity being found by enemy/ingiltrators.
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We are not worried about infiltrators or trolls. This is a free speech place and we expect people to think for themselves. We (Zola and I)show our faces because we have nothing to hide, other members may choose to do so if they wish but it is not compulsory. If you read our doctrine you will see that privacy is an individual right which is respected in Satanism and important for fighting tyranny. If people choose not to show their faces, then we respect their rights.
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Welcome to the T4S Satanakaraj666!
Thanks for sharing your story of your journey :)
You are most welcome here and I wish you all the best as you continue to seek truth and advance yourself.
Satanism is not about taking your God away from you;
It's about freeing you to be your own God.

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Thank you for the warm welcome 😊
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