HPBlackMamba's Meditation and Self Worship Journal

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/05

Today's mediation session went well as usual. While I was meditating I saw a vision with my third eye. I heard water droplets falling, it sounded like it was raining. It was as if I was looking through a glass pane. Water droplets were clinging to the glass and running down. Beyond the glass, it was green outside, with trees and grass in the distance.

I could see all of the water droplets in great detail, my vision was sharper than that of my physical eyes. The water droplets were dripping and running down the glass. I felt so calm and serene as I listened to the rain.

I blinked once with my third eye, and all of a sudden I was standing in the middle of a forest. It was still raining, the downpour of water was heavier than before. I was surrounded by tall trees and lush green grass. I was on some kind of path, a trail of sorts.

I decided to end the meditation at this point.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/06

Meditation today was smooth as usual. After today's session, I reflected on what I have learned on this 7-year meditation journey (I started in 2014 and have never skipped a day since then). Some people find it hard to meditate, to some people, it feels like a chore. I have never had this problem personally.

Meditation for me was always enjoyable, and wholesome. I think that this has to do with the fact that I was initiated with the right approach from the beginning. The worst thing that one can do is to read hundreds of meditation books or look for guides on websites. In my opinion, if you do this, then you are missing the point.

Satanic power meditation is about LISTENING to your soul. It's about becoming quiet and finding your inner compass. People often ask me what meditations they should do and I tell them, the less, the better.

I've been asked about visualization techniques, blue light meditation, energy breathing, an aura of protection, etc. The truth is you shouldn't be doing any of these. Stop trying to shape and make the experience, stop trying to overcomplicate things.

Stop trying so hard to see through your third eye, or to astral project. Meditation is about EXPERIENCING things, and not about shaping the experience yourself.
When you work so hard at visualizing white light or doing whatever, you are using the wrong part of your brain.

Sit or lie down, become quiet and just open yourself up, become aware. That is all you need. Why do you think that yoga and meditation go hand in hand? It's about getting people to relax, and to let go. Just relax and start LISTENING, and you will make more progress in one day than you did in ten years from reading thousands of books. Your soul knows what you need, so when are you going to start listening to it?

Self-worship today was better than ever before. I can see tangible results in my life, and I feel amazing.

[HPBlackMamba]

Thanks for asking Owen It's hard for me to give it a label or to put it in a specific category. I guess the short answer is anything and everything that my soul directs me to do at the time. I just become quiet and start listening, from there everything happens naturally on it's own. To me, power meditation is about being in tune with yourself, and learning to listen what your soul wants.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/07

Today's meditation session was beautiful. I was laying down on the floor and meditating. Suddenly I was flooded with brilliant white energy. It was like I was lying floating in an endless ocean of brilliant white energy.

Golden energy exploded out of my heart chakra and I felt a wholesomeness throughout my aura. Everything felt so good and sound. I lay there for a while, basking in the goodness of this energy. I felt like the sun was radiating every part of my soul.

A white snaking substance entered my third eye and made its way through my body.
Out of nowhere, a tall, full-grown tree sprouted out of my belly. It started producing fruit that fell to the ground. The tree kept producing fruit constantly.

The fruit which fell to the ground started producing more trees, and those trees produced more fruit, which made even more trees. Suddenly I found myself in a forest, and I was one with the earth. I could feel every blade of grass that was being pushed by the wind. I was every blade of grass.

It started raining, and I felt the thirsty earth lap it up because I was the earth. I felt the sun baking on the trees, the grass, and the earth after the rain shower. This was all part of my vision, it was a spiritual experience. (In the physical world there was no rain while I was meditating. Instead, there were blue skies outside.)

I felt so peaceful, I took a deep breath and breathed in living waters. With every breath, I felt more revitalized and alive than before.

After the meditation, my entire body felt relaxed. I just lay there for a while, enjoying the calm and peace.

Self-worship is also going well, I am doing more for myself and loving myself every day. I do more self-worship than actual meditation.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/08

Another amazing meditation session. I was lying on the floor and meditating, I felt a burst of energy from my heart chakra. A green stem with leaves grew out of my heart chakra. On top of the stem, there was a Golden flower that shined brightly.

Through my third eye, I saw a cliff face over a beach with waves pounding on the shore. I was on top of the cliff looking down at the beach, the sea was calm and there was a slight breeze. I thought about standing on the beach and was instantly transported there.

I stood on the beach looking out over the waves, the beach was surrounded by tall sandy cliffs. I felt the texture of the sand between my toes, I tasted the salty air on my lips. "This is nice, I will stay awhile," I thought as I sat down.

I sat there for a while, enjoying the sun and listening to the waves of the ocean. I scooped up some sand and ran it through my fingers, feeling the texture. I looked out in front at the beautiful scene in front of me, soaking up the peace and feeling the salty ocean breeze.

I heard sea birds squawking in the distance. Suddenly a pelican came and sat down next to me. His beak was full of water, and he had a fish in his gullet. When he opened his mouth I saw its tail sticking out of the beak.

He looked at me and seemed so friendly, I decided to leave him be. I turned my gaze towards the ocean and then lay down on the sandy beach, stretching out my body.
I felt the sun's rays penetrating me. I just wanted to lie there for a while and enjoy the moment.

After a while, I decided to get up and go for a swim. I waded into the water and felt the waves swish around my calves and ankles. Man, it felt great, I felt so alive and free. I went a bit deeper and lay down to wet my whole body. Soon I was so deep into the water that even my shoulders were covered.

I felt myself bobbing up and down with the waves, I enjoyed it. After a while, I decided to head back to the beach. At first, I tried swimming, but it felt like too much effort, so I just thought about being on the beach and was transported instantly.

I stood on the beach for a while, taking in the beautiful scenery, I knew that it was time to start getting back. I didn't want to go, I didn't want to leave this beautiful place. Finally, I ended the meditation.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/09

Wow, what an amazing experience! I was meditating and had a vision through my third eye. I saw an awesome waterfall. The water was falling from a great height, and with a lot of force. I was sitting in a pool of water at the bottom of the waterfall against a rock edge.

My body was completely submerged by the water, and I was just relaxing and listening to the nature sounds. The sound of the waterfall was so soothing, with the water continually crashing against the rocks. I tried swimming towards the waterfall, but the current was too strong.

I wanted to teleport towards the back of the waterfall, to see if there was a cave behind it, but I just found a solid wall of rocks. I fell back into the pool of water and let the current was me back to the rocky edge where I was sitting in the beginning. I stayed there for a while and just relaxed.

I decided to get out of the water and explore. Behind me, I saw a beautiful green meadow, with lush green grass. I didn't have the energy to walk around and felt cold, so I decided to return to the water. When I entered the water, there was suddenly steam coming from it, it was warm like a hot spring.

I had a chalice in my hand and scooped up some refreshing water. I drank until the chalice was empty while relaxing in the water. Every sip left me feeling refreshed and revitalized.

I scooped for a second time and drank again. The third time when I scooped, a fountain sprang up from within the cup, and it started overflowing. I drank from it again, but it never became empty. Water kept flowing out of the chalice, over my hand, and into the pool of water where I was sitting.

Suddenly the water turned into a sweet, red substance. I won't say that it was wine, it didn't taste like wine, more like grape juice. I drank from it again, and I felt whole.

After sitting in the pool of water for some time, and drinking the refreshing juice, I levitated up towards the clouds. I lay there on top of the clouds, surrounded by the clouds. It was a relaxing experience. After doing this for some time, I snapped back to my body.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/10

I saw a fiery phoenix-type bird flying in the air above me, it opened its beak and sprayed fiery breath into the air. This isn't the first time that I have met this bird, but on a previous encounter, it had natural feathers. There was a loud thud as it landed beside me, it looks at me, urging me to mount its back. As soon as I got onto it we took off flying, and a pair of fiery reigns appeared in my hands.

I could feel the power and the force of this animal, I felt its rage and confidence. The sound of its giant wings was amazing. We flew over a megachurch and landed on its flat roof. The Phoenix gave one kick, and the building crumbled to dust.

Suddenly it looked up and started flying into the sun. We entered the sun and suddenly I was engulfed by a brilliant white light. Time slowed down and the phoenix moved slowly and gracefully like a whale in the ocean. I took a deep breath and the phoenix entered my soul, I breathed in its flames.

I lay there for a while embracing the heat all around me. It felt like there was a golden sun glowing on my forehead. I could feel the heat physically. It was an amazing feeling.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/11

I became really aware of my heart chakra at some point during the meditation. I felt a really wholesome feeling down there. I saw a green diamond inside my chest.
I felt really calm and peaceful.

I brilliant white light burst out of my heart chakra. Suddenly my whole body was immersed in white light. I felt like I was inside the sun, it was so bright.

I wasn't visualizing this light, instead, this is what I perceived through being aware of the experience. I just lay there in the white light, soaking it up with my soul.
The light penetrated into my bones, and they started glowing brightly.

Then a purple light burst out of my third eye and formed a bubble of energy around my entire body.

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2021/08/12
Today's meditation went well. At some point, I had a vision of having butterfly wings. I immediately knew that this meant that I had transmuted my soul into gold. The transmutation actually happened a while ago but this vision was just another confirmation for me that I was on the right path. I went to another dimension, and the things that I saw there were so strange, I can't even begin to explain.

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2021/08/13

I saw a flower that was rooted in my heart chakra. I wonder if this was the same flower from a few days before? It was black and it withered away while a white light as bright as the sun shone brightly out of my chest.

I found myself walking in what seemed to be a meadow? There was lush green grass around me for miles. Above me, there were clear blue skies, with a hint of clouds in them.

In the distance, a stranger was sitting under the shade of a tree. It looked really nice, and I wanted to join them in the shade. It was the only tree in the meadow, I didn't see any other trees for miles.

I made my way towards the stranger and the shade of the tree. When I finally arrived, I sat down next to him in the shade. Suddenly I was back where I started in the meadow. I made my way towards the tree for a second time, and when I finally arrived, I had the same result.

I didn't feel like making the effort of walking to the tree again, so I just teleported with my third eye, but it was no use. As soon as I got there, I was zipped back to where I started. Maybe the stranger wanted to be alone? I don't know.

I decided to lie down on the green grass, and just relax in the sun. I looked up at the sky for a while. It was clear blue, with white clouds passing overhead. I just lay there for a while, enjoying the calm and peace.

I felt the light shining out of my chest, and suddenly more light came from all of my other chakras. Eventually, my entire body shone bright like the sun, and it was like a shell or case was blasted off my body from the intense light.

After this happened, I was the tree, and I was shining brightly like the sun.