HPBlackMamba's Meditation and Self Worship Journal

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/08/26

One of the major benefits of self-worship is how it changes your self-image and mental state. You develop a positive mindset and outlook on life, and this enables you to grab hold of many opportunities. Also, people will want to be around you more because of your positive energy.

Most people don't realize just how far-reaching the benefits of having a positive mindset are. Recent psychological studies have shown that people with a positive mindset are far better off than those who follow a path of "ego deconstruction".

People who worship themselves have better coping mechanisms when it comes to dealing with anxiety and stressful situations. This is important because stress is something that everyone experiences in their lives at some point. Most of the time, how you deal with a situation will determine how you come out of it. If you can't think straight because you are so stressed out, you are bound to make some really poor choices.

Because self-worship boosts confidence, people often feel secure within themselves, which results in higher optimism. They are more likely to approach disappointment by pinpointing what they can do to ease a situation. They don't dwell on regret or waste their effort on things that are beyond their control. Instead, people that practice self-worship are problem solvers.

This is what makes Satanists leaders who guide by their example. It's also what is implied in one of Satanism's most sacred symbols -The reversed Pentagram.

Many people have stated that meditation has improved their mental health. There is a lot of truth to this, but self-worship can do even more for you in this regard. Self-worship is like giving a flower or plant everything that it needs to thrive in life!

Problems like depression, anxiety, and other chronic psychological issues vanish because they can't thrive in an environment where a positive mindset is cultivated. And self-worship doesn't just cultivate a positive mindset within you either. It fills and heals you from the very foundations of your soul.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/09/03
For the past few days, I haven't been able to document my meditations. This is partly because I have been working so hard on the book that I want to publish. Although I haven't had much time to write, I have been meditating everyday and engaging in self worship rituals. I have been having some really amazing and beautiful spiritual experiences.

[RagingCloud4050]

I'd say that those who self worship. And accept themselves wholly without reservation while still trying to improve on the things they can improve on will probably be much nicer people in general as they would get nothing from putting people down.

Its also one of the things I noticed about those who did boxing at the gym i went too they were like the nicest people outside and inside the gym. It was a very wholesome environment.

[HPBlackMamba]

I'd say that those who self worship. And accept themselves wholly without reservation while still trying to improve on the things they can improve on will probably be much nicer people in general as they would get nothing from putting people down.

Its also one of the things I noticed about those who did boxing at the gym i went too they were like the nicest people outside and inside the gym. It was a very wholesome environment.

I agree with you. Self worship has many benefits, and is one of the most empowering things that a Satanist can do.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/09/08

Meditation and self worship help us to become healthy individuals that are self-reliant. It's helped me to get the most out of life.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/09/12

I was meditating, and I felt someone drape a flag over me. The flag was made from pure light/energy. It felt like I was under a comforting blanket, I felt safe and secure under the flag.

It was a Satanic flag, and it represented freedom. Suddenly the flag started glowing and it became brilliant white energy. I saw the energy fill my room, and then the whole world. This was a confirmation to me that I am on the right path, and that the earth will be filled with the Satanic World Order.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/09/17

Self worship and meditation has been going well. However, some of the things that I have been experiencing (although positive) seem too personal to share on this public forum. I have been meditating and practicing self worship consistently every day since my last entry.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/09/19

I saw a vision through my third eye of a machine. Men and women would connect on either side of the machine and wear something that looked like a VR headset. The man would ejaculate into the machine and the machine would impregnate the woman. There will be no pleasure in sex, its only value will be that of reproduction.

Natural sex will be abolished and will be strictly controlled by the government. The state will decide who gets to reproduce, and with whom.

Of course, this is a future that can be avoided under a Satanic World Order.

[HPSZolaLuckyStar]

we see this happening now with words like mother and father being pushed as somehow offensive or harmful words to use.
The greys don't have sex organs and are cloned. I've heard they don't eat or have digestive tracts as we do, but rather are immersed in a kind of slurry of nutrients and the 'nourishment' is absorbed through the skin. Disgusting.
They have no free will, are filled with nanites and are part machine as well as organic, plugged into an AI hive mind. In other words they are utter slaves. I think this is exactly what the negative farmer ET's want for humanity, for us. If they succeed with the current program of assimilation, humanity will be forever enslaved.
But yes, it doesn't have to be this way. In the Satanic World Order, this won't be a reality.

[HPBlackMamba]

2021/09/21

Through my third eye I saw a vision of a giant creature that was bigger than the earth. It had many black tentacles like a squid or octopus and one huge all seeing eye. It wrapped it's tentacles around the earth and tried to devour it. Then a flash of bright light severed its tentacles and it died. I immediately knew the meaning of this vision was that tyranny will be abolished and that the Satanic World Order will triumph.