Heath1880 wrote: ↑Sun Oct 17, 2021 1:47 pmI appreciate it. But the way I am SS I just don't associate with JoS. And I agree the self hatred and insecurities that exist there is absolutely astounding because there's talk on working of self but seems like they are too lazy and projecting insecurities onto others like you said.Varun wrote: ↑Sun Oct 17, 2021 1:39 pmIt's okay to be third sex, Gods don't hate third sex. I think that many Gods belong there too. I know how JoS is now and that it's considered to be bad and stupid thing to be bi or gay, or trans. Plenty of SS are just self-hateful and deeply insecure and are projecting that on others. Fuck that shit. Maybe even Belial is third sex, I know him too. He is awesome, he shines with positive and cheerful energy, he is cool and sometimes he looks feminine if I am asked. No way he would hate you because of being third sex.Heath1880 wrote: ↑Sun Oct 17, 2021 1:19 pm You know what's stupid? And shows their true colors?
I use to enjoy being in the forums. I found a lot of useful information. I was interested in topics of power meditation and information that would have it's roots in spiritual satanism like the fact I come from a family from Wales. Birthplace of King Arthur and Merlin legend and red dragon crest. I use to have dreams of being a knight and being involved with dragons. Mind you these are dreams that I feel it's a past life memory because I'm still into it heavily. I shared this on JoS because I wanted to find out the satanic roots.
So they also knew I was third sex but some of the members they allowed jumped my ass notably Aquarius and a few others some remained silent. Well at one point because of the treatment I thought Satan and the demons hated me? That was not true at all. I told them I'm loyal to Satan and the demons but fuck the JoS and the degenerates they allowed in there. It was like experiencing rejection all over again when I went to a Christian school and secretly I knew I was different when they told me God will judge gay people and it's a sin etc so JoS was acting just like these Christians and that says to me ...... It was the enemy who doesn't want me to be empowered. Wants me alone and isolated etc. So JoS is toxic and should not exist. I been repairing and recovering my relationship with Satan and the demons especially Belial because I made a contract with him YEARS AGO.
I know Belial as very masculine and muscular. Definitely can call him Lord of the Earth.
Haha yeah I don't think that they are as nearly as trying to fix themselves as they are trying to appear. They are usually stuck, and keep focusing on everything else but proper healing and getting rid of those hang-ups.
Also he appeared to me like that at first, but sometimes I felt like I saw another side of him. Maybe it depends on his mood. And yeah I don't think he is thin as Maxine described him, he does have some muscles and looks stronger, tho not too muscular if I am asked. Idk how you saw him but that's my opinion on him.
