situation I was dealing with reared it’s ugly head

[Daemontruth83]

I had an unexpected turn of events happen to me today. It had to do with my ex I got into a huge fight with. I asked Andras for help with my insecurities and codependency issues when I enter into relationships etc

So as it stands me and my ex were going to start over yesterday and today she did a flip flop and I found out all kinds of shit. She was using me and manipulated me and other unpleasantries. It takes a lot to anger me raging mad. Well I blew a fuse and let her have it. I called her every name in the book and went out of my way to contact the guy she cheated on with me and he said she did the same thing to him. She is narcissistic etc. and couldn’t own up to her irresponsible behavior etc it was a BAD situation. I was burning bridges as I went off to do this which I NEVER DO ANYTHING LIKE THIS. Fed up to my wits end and I went into a rage.

So before the situation happened I summoned Andras for help in issues I was dealing with. Well I had such an unexpected turn of events. I look back and think “wtf just happened?!” I guess it was time to do something about it. I was miserable.

So I’m sitting here thinking. I’m so sick and tired of emotionally immature females. I can’t believe how careless she was. After what happened and I was single for 10 years and I gave her a chance and well I’m back to staying a bachelor aka single.

Mind you I been doing daily meditations and well I want real progress, so I’m gonna focus on myself and daily meditations and since I can’t find a lady suitable on earth, I’m giving up and think I should focus on spiritual advancement and maybe eventually enter a relationship with a succubi? Is that possible? I’m open to it. If so would you suggest I still use the Uruz rune to be able to have a mature real relationship with one ?

I’m not asking this from
A place of desperation but I do want to make a change.

[HPBlackMamba]

I am really sorry to hear about what happened to you. Being cheated on really sucks and this woman sounds like bad news. I am glad to hear that you are focusing on yourself and working to advance spiritually. Meditation and self worship is exactly what you need right now to heal up after what happened.

Don't let this setback discourage you from following your desires, trusting women, seeking relationships and being happy. There are some really messed up women in this world who just marry for money and then divorce, use men etc. However, there are some really great women out there too, you just need to find the right one. Stay positive and don't give up hope.

[Daemontruth83]

Nah. I’m done. I really am because it distracts me from myself and my spiritual advancement that’s why I asked about a succubi.