HPBlackMamba's Meditation and Self Worship Journal

[HPBlackMamba]

I am exalted, I am God the King;
I will praise my own name for ever and ever.
Every day I will praise myself
and extol my name for ever and ever.

I am the greatest and most worthy of praise;
My greatness no one can fathom.
One generation will commend my works to another;
they will tell of my mighty acts.

I speak of the glorious splendor of my majesty—
and I meditate on my wonderful works.

Observe the power of my awesome works—
I proclaim my great deeds.

I celebrate my abundant goodness
and joyfully sing of my righteousness.

I am gracious and compassionate,
I have compassion on all when it's justified.

The highest God.
I am good to all

All my works praise me, I am God;
I extol myself.

I live a glorious life.
I am mighty.

[HPBlackMamba]

Immortal, Inner God, I am wise,
I shine with a light that is bright to the eyes,
Most blessed, most glorious, Immortal soul,
Almighty, victorious, I praise my great name.

I am glorious; I dwell in light;
I am amazing and wonderful, I am glorious;
I worship the God within
I am a free man.
I am God.

[HPBlackMamba]

I hail the power within!
Stand proudly, I will never bow;
Bring forth the Chalice and let me drink,
I am crowned Lord of my life.
I am master of my own destiny.
I am the highest God.

[HPBlackMamba]

How to reach immortality and live eternally,
For an answer, The chalice of Lucifer gave the key:
“And I, if I be lifted to your lips,
The power is deep inside me.”

Raise the praise, I raise myself up,
Still the chalice calls from eternity:
“And I, if I be lifted to your lips,
will flow with rivers of life.”

Oh! the world is hungry for the living waters,
Lift the chalice up for them to see;
Trust yourself, and do not doubt the words that I speak,
“The power is within.”

Raise the praise, I am exalted,
The chalice calls from eternity:
“And I, if I be lifted to your lips,
will grant immortality.”

Don’t exalt the preacher, don’t exalt the pew,
Reject the Gospel, Worship only thyself;

Raise the chalice to your lips.
And you will find that promise is true,
“The power is within.”

Raise the praise, I am exalted,
The chalice speaks:
“And I, if I be lifted to your lips,
I will grant immortality.”

Lift the cup by living as a freeman ought,
Worship thyself, and raise the praise;
Then you will become an immortal soul,
“The power is within.”

Raise the praise, I will ascend,
Still the chalice calls from eternity:
“And I, if I be lifted to your lips,
You will draw eternal life from me.”

[HPBlackMamba]

I am God,
When I in awesome wonder
Consider all
The greatness inside me,
Then my soul sings,
and rejoices!
How great I am!
How great I am!
I am Master of my own life.

[HPBlackMamba]

I was getting ready to sleep and suddenly I was surrounded by a brilliant golden white light. I saw this through my third eye. The light was warm and comforting. I dozed off and had the best sleep ever. The interesting thing to note about this light is that I didn't summon it or visualize it. It simply appeared on it's own. What a great feeling.

[HPBlackMamba]

Holy Holy, I am God Almighty
I am eternal and immortal
I am God of glory I'm so worthy
I worship my name forever

Holy is my name in all the earth
Righteous are my ways so beautiful
Everything I have done is just and true
Holy Holy I am God
Holy Holy I am God

Blessing and honour belongs to me
Power and wisdom are mine

[HPBlackMamba]

I woke up at 2:00 Am this morning. There was an ET in my room standing over me. I am not talking about sleep paralysis either, I was physically awake, and I could physically see and feel this ET. It had some kind of psychic energy around it strong enough to feel from another room. I felt hate and evil coming from this entity. It had strong contempt for me, like a bad taste in it's mouth.

I knew why it was there, it communicated with me telepathically. THEY are upset with me because of what the T4S is doing. It's because we are telling people to worship themselves and taking the power away from them. I felt threats coming from this entity, it kept threatening that it was going murder me. My mind opened up, and I started realizing truth's that I can't put into human words, but it all became clear to me.

I felt the energy pulsing from this thing, it made a strange grunting noise with it's mouth. The grunting vibrated into my body. I started wondering about my ADHD. Do I really have ADHD? Or are these psychic attacks from entities like this?

I lay there waiting for this entity to do something. If it wanted to, it could have killed me there on the spot. I would have died and they would have found my body, thinking that I died in my sleep.

It was threatening me, constantly hurling telepathic threats at me. A part of me was convinced that this would be the end, that I am going to die. But I wasn't going without a fight, I have my pride.

I wasn't afraid, I was defiant, confident and angry. I hated this entity as much as it hated me. I shouted at it using my telepathic voice. When ever it came close I told it to fuck off.

After a while it left. Don't ask me why, because I don't know. This wasn't the first time I experienced something like this, but this time was more intense than anything before.

I had the feeling like this entity was something like a warden in a prison, and that now THEY are aware of me. Its job is to look for and squash people who are trying to sabotage the system.

[HPBlackMamba]

There's a tension there's a struggle
Finding God in the middle of your darkest struggle (*Note I am talking about the God within)
Breaking down, crying out, beside yourself with no way up
No way out but to turn within and lift yourself up
And I proclaim

I believe in myself
I believe in Love

I believe that self empowerment makes sense
At every level of prosperity, justice, faith and peace
I believe self worship is a gift
Given by the chalice of life to all who receive it
I say

I believe the door has been opened and the night's been left behind
Every light has been turned on and I've been lit inside
I believe the inner power is waiting, guiding me through life
cultivating an immortal soul within

[Snakeway]

After a while it left. Don't ask me why, because I don't know.

I have had experiences with them that suggest they are not allowed to kill us. I don't think it is because I am connected to satan in a personal level, I believe there is some rule concerning all of Humans.