Heath1880 wrote: ↑Thu Oct 21, 2021 11:38 am
Don as much as I appreciate your writings I still disagree with you on things. For an example I disagree with you about the goetia being vampiric entities. My experiences have been different. As I said before I made a contract with Belial a long time ago in 2010 .
Ever since I have done that a lot has happened to point me to the way of independence and strength as well as other things.
I say the same, no way that every Demon listen in Goetia is now suddenly the enemy. Makes no sense. But I do believe that there are shadow side of them so to say, or rather what jews created so they can fool some and have them attach to that instead. Innana never hurt me in any way, but yesterday when I saw what Don has wrote in her, I tried to connect to her again, and I saw something like Don described, but also real version. This fake thing attacked me so much, I couldn't get rid of it for hours, it was serious harassment, it ruined my day honestly, it was really hard to block those attacks. I just sensed it and tried to see it on the astral, and it snapped and started harassing me just because I noticed it.
But I agree that some Demons that are listed on JoS site aren't enough checked and are actually put there twice or even more just under different names, or are something else, but those are rare. One of those was Leviathan listed before, which is now removed.
Also Lilith and Azazel also have same issue with enemy fake version lurking around, and trust me, if you connect to it you can immediately fall ill and to struggle to raise energy levels for days and days straight. I know when it first happened I was merely connecting to my guardian and I suddenly somehow on a mistake connected to something wrong, felt sick for days and almost 0 energy levels especially when I would try to contact that Demon or even think of them. I thought that my gd hates me or something, but I realized that it might be something else after all. I needed few weeks to realize what is really going on and how to fix this. Main problem whas that this fake entity was trying to connect and harras me every single time I was about to even think of my guardian. There was this intense suffocating feel, I felt dizzy, drained, and I started feeling ill too. Then I had to force my mind to again re-connect to a real entity and block that other until it finally left me alone. I also did noticed lots of weird gray energies when I thought of many Demons, felt like curses as well.
I give energy sometimes to Demons, they take just a bit of it or how much I actually allow them, or, I give some to them directly, I just infuse it in their aura or in their chakras. I can see them if I think of them intesively for a while or if they come near me. I also don't have the need to look at sigils at all to really reach to them, that's for beginners anyways, but despite that I can bump into some sort of an enemy entity. Real Demons were always kind to me and helped me with many things. I am not really attached to JoS I am just speaking the truth. I don't even have to be an SS or use any of those sigils to reach them.
I have a feel Don will now start seriously ranting because of this, but now way I can agree with him, because Don somehow looks like he is about to say that all Demons are hostile entities keeping us as a cattle and farming on us like any enemy nordic would.
Tho I understand this whole matter is still in experimental phase for him apparently.