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666 wrote: ↑Wed May 05, 2021 10:35 pm Okay so, Azorm here from main forums.

I have no intentions of really joining here, and despite what everyone said about me there I don't see myself as a traitor. They all know that I am a Gentile as well, and is not even true that I am advocating most of the things they said.

It is true tho that I am unsure about how Cobra is good for the community and JoS, but even more for the forums, because he is mostly spending his time there, while obviously having severe problems with communication, empathy, and apparently overall the way he is acting makes no sense to me.
Whole problem with Shael, me and my "gang" is simply because we dislike how is he acting, especially lately, and is hard not to suspect him at all given the situation.

The way he is acting overly controlling and paranoid is absolutely worrysome, and I know that he will not stop with this in a long time. I can agree about some things about him written here sadly, and I think is getting worse. The truth is however that I am not even really working against him, nor anyone who I talk to wants to do that, and slowly I am tired of that all situation there and I am refusing to be part of those forums anymore because they are all behaving the same in a very programmed way and most of them who are there often are so toxic. On top of it they are constantly refusing to actually think straight for once and to calm down, I hardly can prove to anyone that I am not going to destroy whole JoS actually, they are simply programmed to think in such a way lately, and Cobra has something out of that whole situation I guess. It suits him better. At this point they almost see me as Mageson or something, they all think that I will ruin it all together with him because I am that evil for sure or whetever

I really keep finding this all so fascinating lately, and is proving my point that people easily start all getting hooked on some strange thoughtforms there, because they lose their whole personality and start spewing out same shit, all of them literally like hooked on some mass-mind sort of. People are afraid to even think, because they are afraid that Cobra or Gods will punish them or something. I never understood why so much fear of even thinking about some stuff, like why Maxine left or why so many people can't advance ( at least those who are often active there) . It seems there is only black and white in this life for them, and if I am not fully following what they or Cobra has to say, I must be the worst person in this world then.

This also explains why some SS who knew me suddenly all started behaving and acting in the same way, like Slyscorpion. This guy was my friend for years, and I was constantly helping him to advance and I forgot the number of entities I got rid off for him because he is usually attacked all the time, and everything was fine until Cobra and Jack and bis buddies started with this " if you don't like Cobra then Gods don't like you bs" and also Stormblood who was shortly my friend back then started whole agenda against me and strated rumors about me being an enemy simply because I got fed up with his strange behaviour, arrogance, and his way of acting like we are all in a military.

Stormblood was the one who started attacking me first in private and ordering me around what meditations to do, and when I couldn't do some of the things he said, he became super toxic. Soon he befriended Jack, and they were collecting private military type group and they became Cobra's trusted members, and they are main guys who are reporting it all to Cobra and who are in most toxic ways trying to attack, drain everyone and turn whole place into military organization where nobody can even properly talk about magic nor how to really advance.

On forums you barely can talk about similar things, usually you just have to copy paste things from main site and pretend that you are same bot as everyone there. Also if you differ in any way, most likely you will be kicked out or you will have to leave. Is like we all must have 100% same opinions about everything and act like Cobra or Jack or those weirdos who copy them almost fully.

Anyways, Scorpion actually got himself suddenly into thinking how I am the enemy somehow because everybody is so paranoid lately, and for a few weeks me and by SS partner simply couldn't stand how is he behaving and the way he started becoming more and more toxic and NPC like, he wanted us basically to follow Cobra blindly and trust everything he says or we are doomed, as well as he was trying to control us in his own way, but it didn't really worked....
Guys if you don't spam 25272672 rituals every day you are bad, and against rituals. Guess what, some people have a life, and rituals fo feel draining for many people.

I have my own theories as to why so many SS are stuck and going insane, but doing rituals don't appear to me one of the reasons, however this Scorpion guy already turned into borg, and he even told me how one of main reasons he wants to be liked there is to become a HP, on which I told him that he hardly can become one and is waste of time and energy to post only because of that.

For a long time we were okay tho, and he alone usually would come to conclusion that I was right about some stuff, and he was always telling me how better his life is around me and how many of those "advanced SS" actually suck. Suddenly, he turned into a NPC ( i guess because he is afraid that everyone who is against Cobra is against the Gods) and he got angry at me and made whole drama on forum. So many stuff are being made about me, but also about other members it seems.

I am not even friends with Mageson, but I can agree on some stuff he said and we do have some similar opinions, but I am not in league with Don really lol

And yes I doubt how much Cobra is open, one of the reasons is the way how much is he collecting private info of everyone to get some sort of an opinion. They tried everything they can to find all my private info too, and sent it all to him. This provoked me so fucking much, I don't care what title he has, this is simply not okay. When almost everyone who has any contact with some of my ex-friends got all of my private into I really realized how deep issues they have. They are like scavengers. Most of his "trusted and reliable sources" are jews or NPCs who will do everything they can to become part of a Clergy.

Those forums are so fucking toxic that is hard to even stay there for few mins, and for whatever reason Cobra likes this.
He can't have my full support and I refuse to lose my common sense and to stop thinking for myself. If that makes me automatically the enemy, so be it, but Gods never abandoned me, and is clear to me that this all drama is for nothing. Idk why everybody is so overly-emotional about it all. Honestly I think that they are so afraid that they are almost going nuts slowly ( they are the ones actually afraid of Maxine dissappearance the most).

Still, not fully sure what is going on there. I hardly want to be really active on any forums. I know that I am not right all the time about it all, but I simply can't find it all okay there. Anyways, this is last time anyone will hear of me. I am done with that all. I just wanted to say some stuff kinda.

Also, Don I know you aren't a jew, but idk still why you are so against some things still.

Azrom wrote:
why so many people can't advance ( at least those who are often active there) .

Don Danko wrote: ↑Fri May 07, 2021 8:55 am They can't advance because the meditations on the JoS on stolen from New Age, Angel authors and Kabbalah magicians. Maxine also only posted watered down and altered Sanskrit bija mantra's which is never understood how they are used and which go nowhere the way she gives them and basic pranayama methods which are watered down and altered to not do too much in the long run.

The other reason they can't advance is they are bogged down by the Final Kabbalah Ritual and YHVH chanting Hooded Blahbra has them doing. That energy field is designed to bind Gentiles from being able to advance its tapped into Saturn energy the Jews God form is built on Saturn energy which put blocks into peoples energy field.

Don Danko wrote: ↑Fri May 07, 2021 8:55 am They can't advance because the meditations on the JoS on stolen from New Age, Angel authors and Kabbalah magicians. Maxine also only posted watered down and altered Sanskrit bija mantra's which is never understood how they are used and which go nowhere the way she gives them and basic pranayama methods which are watered down and altered to not do too much in the long run.

The other reason they can't advance is they are bogged down by the Final Kabbalah Ritual and YHVH chanting Hooded Blahbra has them doing. That energy field is designed to bind Gentiles from being able to advance its tapped into Saturn energy the Jews God form is built on Saturn energy which put blocks into peoples energy field.

Maxine never delivered the Magnum Opus because she didn't know and Hooded Blahbra does not know either. Maxine and Blahbra held back all the research I did into the Magnum Opus with keeping me in the moderation gulag. And Mambla Gump does not know how to do the Magnum Opus either and is just wasting peoples time with LARPing.

Azrom wrote:
why so many people can't advance ( at least those who are often active there) .

Snakeway wrote: ↑Wed May 05, 2021 10:49 pm

666 wrote: ↑Wed May 05, 2021 10:35 pm Idk why everybody is so overly-emotional about it all. Honestly I think that they are so afraid that they are almost going nuts slowly ( they are the ones actually afraid of Maxine dissappearance the most).

Why do they get Like this? what are they trying to accomplish?

Please tell what you know

siatris wrote: ↑Thu May 06, 2021 5:38 am welcome to Truth4Greys.

it's where you belong, Azormjew.

don't worry we know about you too )

666 wrote: ↑Wed May 05, 2021 10:35 pm Okay so, Azorm here from main forums.

I have no intentions of really joining here, and despite what everyone said about me there I don't see myself as a traitor. They all know that I am a Gentile as well, and is not even true that I am advocating most of the things they said.
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666 wrote:Okay so, Azorm here from main forums.

I have no intentions of really joining here, and despite what everyone said about me there I don't see myself as a traitor. They all know that I am a Gentile as well, and is not even true that I am advocating most of the things they said.

666 wrote: ↑Fri May 07, 2021 4:47 pm I never left JoS really, just forums, because I dislike community there and I am fed up with some stuff. Like, I still believe in the Gods, meditate and do rituals actually ( and I usually feel okay after them).

And btw, I simply believe that Cobra will ruin everything, and I keep watching him do it more and more. I actually think many jews know already that he might completely ruin the place, I think they are cheering up for him more and more. But this is not just the place, he is affecting everyone badly with some stuff and those meditations that he doesn't even want to explain properly and how to do them safely are ruining people.

Is like he doesn't even care at all. I talked with many SS back then in private, and almost everyone went insane for a while because they had no idea what they are doing, and they ruined themselves. I think that those meditations aren't really corrupted, rather, nobody bothers explaining anything much because whatever weird reasons they have. Cobra is trying to silence everyone more and more who wants to really post anything useful, or will try to make them look like mentally ill for posting that even if they are not. Soon nobody will ever advance, and every time they end up having some problems from those meditations they either go insane, or they must stop their meditations over and over again without going anywhere.

On top of it you have some guys and kikes there spreading strange stuff on what SS should be and they are advocating actually really harmful stuff and are trying to be mediators. Do you know what this does to people who are emotionally open to those people? It creates hang-ups and binds you chakras. I never really said to never use forums, rather to stay careful and use your head, or you will start turning into walking hang-up and will never even advance.

Those weird statements about sexuality and emotions are extremely harmful. People who blindly follow those advices and listen to that crap and let those thoughtforms in will bind your sacral and solar plexus, you will never advance. Every time your serpent awakens it will be hitting your sacral and base, energy will be trapped, you will end up having panic attacks all the time and might develop shizophrenia and you might get physically ill too.

On top of it, you must have strong base chakra and crown chakra fully open and some minor chakras too if you want to really do power meditations for a longer time. You must clean and prepare your nadis and pillars of the soul in a case your sexual energy wants to raise up your main nadi or up your spine, or your sexual energy or serpent will be constantly slipping down violently and going up again, causing seizures, extreme emotions, constant chronic insomnia for even months etc etc

This is not a fucking joke. You are risking your life. So okay, let's advance. But how if nobody explains anything properly and nobody even cares. Best thing anyone will tell you is to stop meditating.

Had some extreme problems with sexual energy back then, and asked Cobra what to do, he never even replied properly. I had to work a lot on opening myself to the astral to find out more what the fuck is going on with me, since I was tired of always just giving up from meditations. Then I started seeing my chakras more and started fixing one issue by one. I realized that I was lucky actually. Most people just completely ruin themselves. Cobra is not risen, Cobra is barely has any experiences with those things I am sure of that, that is why he barely can even give any really useful advice on it, and ofc I doubt he really cares.

I am actually angry at him because I see everybody going to shit the moment they start advancing. Oh yes and Demons can help a lot, but still most people need many advices to get anywhere at least first few years.

Oh btw, Shael was stuck for years as well. Cobra says how he was going somewhere back then, Shael was depressed and was going nowhere. He had no idea that main chakras must be open if you want to empower your soul and he had no idea on how to even properly do workings. He was never even saw the astral before, until I came and figured some stuff out and practiced some things with him until we finally started really advancing for once. But somehow for Cobra and those people every single time we advance in any way, they see it as the opposite, or they simply love to attack and drain people because why not.

Back then when I had no confidence, they were attacking me for being a loser and an idiot. Now when I actually healed myself and have some confidence, now I am overly confident stubborn idiot. In the end you are always an idiot to them.I realized they simply like us to actually stay always afraid and guilt tripping ourselves all the time. So many stupid hang ups and bs. Satanism is about freedom, not about binding ourselves even more and becoming a retard. I can't stand that place anymore because every time I end up there more, I stop advancing and I feel like crap overall, and I always feel like I am an idiot who must hate myself for whatever stupid reasons. On top of it, I can't stand watching people ruining themselves even more, because ofc I am an evil person blah blah

After Don and Jake left, (and now I see that all other Clergy members are leaving too) I noticed how tons of people are fully losing their common sense there. Forums became so fucking toxic when it comes to sexuality and emotions and to many important things actually. Since when it became okay to attack every trans person and call them severely mentally ill and to tell them how it would be the best on force to alter their brain etc etc. Slowly it seems that third gender people can't even call themselves like that, and slowly they are being labelled more and more just mentally ill and everyone who opposes their gender roles a bit is also mentally ill. It seems that more and more they don't even want balanced people as an SS, because somehow that is bad for your race. Females must only stay in the kitchen please and give kids, males must always do hard works and go to the military and if they are gays, bad for them, they must do almost all the same anyways and pretend that they are all happy. Jack and some guys there will make you absolutely hate yourself if you don't follow this rule. If this is doesn't create people dangerous hang-ups then idk what will. So yeah go ahead and listen similar crap all the time. And don't worry barely anything will be posted there that will really help you to advance.

I know that not every person is the same that is using forums, but slowly they are all blending into this shit and acting like borgs that don't even think anymore.

Again, I am not turning against JoS, but this all is so fucking retarded. I can't .

666 wrote: ↑Fri May 07, 2021 4:47 pm I never left JoS really, just forums, because I dislike community there and I am fed up with some stuff. Like, I still believe in the Gods, meditate and do rituals actually ( and I usually feel okay after them).

And btw, I simply believe that Cobra will ruin everything, and I keep watching him do it more and more. I actually think many jews know already that he might completely ruin the place, I think they are cheering up for him more and more. But this is not just the place, he is affecting everyone badly with some stuff and those meditations that he doesn't even want to explain properly and how to do them safely are ruining people.

Is like he doesn't even care at all. I talked with many SS back then in private, and almost everyone went insane for a while because they had no idea what they are doing, and they ruined themselves. I think that those meditations aren't really corrupted, rather, nobody bothers explaining anything much because whatever weird reasons they have. Cobra is trying to silence everyone more and more who wants to really post anything useful, or will try to make them look like mentally ill for posting that even if they are not. Soon nobody will ever advance, and every time they end up having some problems from those meditations they either go insane, or they must stop their meditations over and over again without going anywhere.

On top of it you have some guys and kikes there spreading strange stuff on what SS should be and they are advocating actually really harmful stuff and are trying to be mediators. Do you know what this does to people who are emotionally open to those people? It creates hang-ups and binds you chakras. I never really said to never use forums, rather to stay careful and use your head, or you will start turning into walking hang-up and will never even advance.

Those weird statements about sexuality and emotions are extremely harmful. People who blindly follow those advices and listen to that crap and let those thoughtforms in will bind your sacral and solar plexus, you will never advance. Every time your serpent awakens it will be hitting your sacral and base, energy will be trapped, you will end up having panic attacks all the time and might develop shizophrenia and you might get physically ill too.

On top of it, you must have strong base chakra and crown chakra fully open and some minor chakras too if you want to really do power meditations for a longer time. You must clean and prepare your nadis and pillars of the soul in a case your sexual energy wants to raise up your main nadi or up your spine, or your sexual energy or serpent will be constantly slipping down violently and going up again, causing seizures, extreme emotions, constant chronic insomnia for even months etc etc

This is not a fucking joke. You are risking your life. So okay, let's advance. But how if nobody explains anything properly and nobody even cares. Best thing anyone will tell you is to stop meditating.

Had some extreme problems with sexual energy back then, and asked Cobra what to do, he never even replied properly. I had to work a lot on opening myself to the astral to find out more what the fuck is going on with me, since I was tired of always just giving up from meditations. Then I started seeing my chakras more and started fixing one issue by one. I realized that I was lucky actually. Most people just completely ruin themselves. Cobra is not risen, Cobra is barely has any experiences with those things I am sure of that, that is why he barely can even give any really useful advice on it, and ofc I doubt he really cares.

I am actually angry at him because I see everybody going to shit the moment they start advancing. Oh yes and Demons can help a lot, but still most people need many advices to get anywhere at least first few years.

Oh btw, Shael was stuck for years as well. Cobra says how he was going somewhere back then, Shael was depressed and was going nowhere. He had no idea that main chakras must be open if you want to empower your soul and he had no idea on how to even properly do workings. He was never even saw the astral before, until I came and figured some stuff out and practiced some things with him until we finally started really advancing for once. But somehow for Cobra and those people every single time we advance in any way, they see it as the opposite, or they simply love to attack and drain people because why not.

Back then when I had no confidence, they were attacking me for being a loser and an idiot. Now when I actually healed myself and have some confidence, now I am overly confident stubborn idiot. In the end you are always an idiot to them.I realized they simply like us to actually stay always afraid and guilt tripping ourselves all the time. So many stupid hang ups and bs. Satanism is about freedom, not about binding ourselves even more and becoming a retard. I can't stand that place anymore because every time I end up there more, I stop advancing and I feel like crap overall, and I always feel like I am an idiot who must hate myself for whatever stupid reasons. On top of it, I can't stand watching people ruining themselves even more, because ofc I am an evil person blah blah

After Don and Jake left, (and now I see that all other Clergy members are leaving too) I noticed how tons of people are fully losing their common sense there. Forums became so fucking toxic when it comes to sexuality and emotions and to many important things actually. Since when it became okay to attack every trans person and call them severely mentally ill and to tell them how it would be the best on force to alter their brain etc etc. Slowly it seems that third gender people can't even call themselves like that, and slowly they are being labelled more and more just mentally ill and everyone who opposes their gender roles a bit is also mentally ill. It seems that more and more they don't even want balanced people as an SS, because somehow that is bad for your race. Females must only stay in the kitchen please and give kids, males must always do hard works and go to the military and if they are gays, bad for them, they must do almost all the same anyways and pretend that they are all happy. Jack and some guys there will make you absolutely hate yourself if you don't follow this rule. If this is doesn't create people dangerous hang-ups then idk what will. So yeah go ahead and listen similar crap all the time. And don't worry barely anything will be posted there that will really help you to advance.

I know that not every person is the same that is using forums, but slowly they are all blending into this shit and acting like borgs that don't even think anymore.

Again, I am not turning against JoS, but this all is so fucking retarded. I can't .