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From the early writings of the time of the Roman empire the trick Yahweh and his chosen created with Christianity was deceiving the world into claiming Yahweh is the One of the spiritual philosophy of the classical world. Which would assign Yahweh the position of monotheistic godhead.

The arguments against the Christians from the classical philosophers put Yahweh as a demi-god not a god. This is what I was told Yahweh is a lesser god, this is a demi-god. The demi-gods are violent, jealous, limited and power hungry.

I can only say from my experience that a few months ago I was feeling a little sad and depressed about Maxine, that she won't be able to see her goals to the end. I was asking myself in my mind "how could you leave the JoS so early, weren't you supposed to finish what you started?".

I think during one of my trance states I saw the apparition of a woman with grey/silver hair, this preceded an earlier experience with one of the gods. But thing is with the gods I could make out color, and this woman had a foggy white transparency.

I'm not really sure if it was Maxine, could be just a random entity. But Maxine could very well still be active astrally, passively spectating the affairs of the Earth among the gods but without a physical form, maybe. I'm glad she will be able to see some still trying to carry out her will.

Not trying to negate your thoughts and feelings. I think it's normal to feel kind of depressed and bereaved and wonder "how could you leave the JoS so early, weren't you supposed to finish what you started?".

You say: “I'm glad she will be able to see some still trying to carry out her will.”

I think what you're missing is that she admitted she lied and she's sorry for it. So there is nothing about carrying out her will to be worried about. She is still active astrally, as in still alive but without a physical body. But she also said she doesn't care about the JoS anymore; she has moved on.

She was human and she made mistakes. That's all. Wish her well and let it go.

Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.

HPSZolaLuckyStar wrote: ↑Sat Oct 05, 2024 12:16 am Not trying to negate your thoughts and feelings. I think it's normal to feel kind of depressed and bereaved and wonder "how could you leave the JoS so early, weren't you supposed to finish what you started?".

You say: “I'm glad she will be able to see some still trying to carry out her will.”

I think what you're missing is that she admitted she lied and she's sorry for it. So there is nothing about carrying out her will to be worried about. She is still active astrally, as in still alive but without a physical body. But she also said she doesn't care about the JoS anymore; she has moved on.

She was human and she made mistakes. That's all. Wish her well and let it go.

HPSZolaLuckyStar wrote: ↑Sat Oct 05, 2024 12:16 am Not trying to negate your thoughts and feelings. I think it's normal to feel kind of depressed and bereaved and wonder "how could you leave the JoS so early, weren't you supposed to finish what you started?".

You say: “I'm glad she will be able to see some still trying to carry out her will.”

I think what you're missing is that she admitted she lied and she's sorry for it. So there is nothing about carrying out her will to be worried about. She is still active astrally, as in still alive but without a physical body. But she also said she doesn't care about the JoS anymore; she has moved on.

She was human and she made mistakes. That's all. Wish her well and let it go.

Clairaudience was never my strong point but I only know that she is somewhere. There was just some things I wanted her to know, which should've been done a looong time ago. It is what it is I guess.

Yeah it's time to move on, it was inevitable. Many extraordinarily people of the past, alchemists, yogis, etc.. in the end they could not achieve it either, no matter how much they knew or developed themselves. Who knows.

Plenty of interesting topics in this thread. Communing with those on the other side, the true nature of Demons, and whether there's such a thing as "the Magnum Opus."

I've learned a lot since I left the JoS, since I stopped interpreting my experiences with so many preconceptions. For starters, it turned out that since a young age, I've had a condition that makes it so repressed parts of my mind appear as though they're other people, in the form of visions, thoughts, sounds, feelings, and sometimes tactile hallucinations. In some cases, these parts could "possess" me, so to speak, and at its worst points, that was even paired with amnesia, leading to confusion about myself. That condition worsened the more I was at odds with myself, but since I learned to love myself, I've all but healed. My selves realized and accepted we're the same person, and the conversation between them is who I am. I've finally learned to compromise with myself, just like anyone else, and now I'm whole.

Why did the Gods who guided me always know everything about me, and even the future sometimes? Well, for starters, having a good intuition about the future turned out to be my own ability; but I didn't know I had it, so when my thoughts told me such things and it turned out to be true, I assumed it was divine guidance. But the more I learn about myself through meditation, the more I realize I already knew all of it, deep down. I can't disprove that helping me know these things was a higher power's doing, but it also could've been my subconscious' way of telling me things I had no other way of understanding. I'm fine with that, too: the thought I've always looked out for myself.

Even so, I still talk to my best friend who's on the other side, and I talk with my husband's subconscious directly within my mind, even though he still has a physical body too. Sometimes, his physical self will even randomly say something out of the blue that seems like a reply to something I was thinking about but hadn't mentioned yet; when I ask, he doesn't know why he brought it up, but I feel quite touched by how intimately he seems to understand me. Meanwhile, his subconscious within my mind can tell me how he'll react to certain things, or change over time. Things like that make me wonder whether I have some deeper connection with my best friend and my husband, that goes beyond the physical, or if it's all just a matter of knowing each other that well. But how can I truly know? If the distinction ever matters, I'll know it when the time comes.

Any individual is limited to acting based on what they know. So regarding the Magnum Opus being real or not, it doesn't really matter. The sensible thing to do, either way, is to live a healthy and fulfilling life. If it's real and we're meant to understand it, then we'll understand it when the time is right; and if we don't, then we didn't have to.

For now, the closest thing I know to eternity is the fact passing away doesn't have to mean goodbye.

"The sensible thing to do, either way, is to live a healthy and fulfilling life. If it's real and we're meant to understand it, then we'll understand it when the time is right; and if we don't, then we didn't have to."

Beautiful. And love yourself.

Nice to see you and in case I don't again before the new year, have a beautiful holiday and new year meteor. Always happy to see you

HPSZolaLuckyStar wrote: ↑Mon Oct 14, 2024 11:57 pm Nice to see you and in case I don't again before the new year, have a beautiful holiday and new year meteor. Always happy to see you

Same to you, miss Zola

That is how people get suck in Christianity as well. They believe their own psychic mental ability is Jesus or the holy spirit.

Meteor wrote: ↑Mon Oct 14, 2024 11:50 pm

Why did the Gods who guided me always know everything about me, and even the future sometimes? Well, for starters, having a good intuition about the future turned out to be my own ability; but I didn't know I had it, so when my thoughts told me such things and it turned out to be true, I assumed it was divine guidance. But the more I learn about myself through meditation, the more I realize I already knew all of it, deep down. I can't disprove that helping me know these things was a higher power's doing, but it also could've been my subconscious' way of telling me things I had no other way of understanding. I'm fine with that, too: the thought I've always looked out for myself.