HPSZolaLuckyStar wrote: ↑Sun Dec 22, 2024 1:29 am
Regarding Maxine:
“Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.”
"I think Maxine's habits confirmed how low vibrational her astral body / soul was."
I know, but if she really was mixed race, then I surmise that, as a mixed race person married to an actual real white supremacist, doesn't it stand to reason he had a pragmatic reason for marrying her? How could he actually love her, since his belief system would say she's 'inferior'?
Cold pragmatism is not love. He basically took over the JoS through her...I think she began the JoS wanting some kind of spirituality – you said in the beginning it was a terrific place, right? But then (as her husbands influence began to be felt) this changed and eventually the whole Satan was a Nazi thing became the paradigm. It ended up becoming a kind of Nazi recruitment tool for the people he was aligned to and a tool of in his turn. She was used as a tool and so was he. And i think the people who used her husband as their tool were in their turn being used, by negative human hating entities who want to spread hatred etc.....because its their meat and drink.
I think a loveless marriage where, as a woman, you're constantly trying to 'measure up'....has to be a kind of hell on earth.
I know she's not perfect. I know she made some really bad decisions. But imagine being in a marriage where you must - on some level – and women can sense this - know your partner thinks of you as a second class citizen. A loveless union is a daily misery.
She suffered too. Maybe the KFC was comfort food. I'm not excusing her but....I can feel empathy.
I only was in contact with her for a year. In which time we spoke at least three times a week. I did consider her a friend then and she did help me in some ways. Maybe I'm mistaken but the sense of her I got was she wasn't truly an evil person. Just somebody with her own problems and pain. Yes, she allowed her minion nick to burn me for a witch. I produced a lot of work for her, she screwed me in the end and yet....I don't really hold a grudge. I never felt she was an evil narcissistic creature like nick is. He hated me. For whatever reason. She needed him more than she needed me. So she let him burn me. The person doing the coding and forum maintenance stuff can take over. I know this. I experienced this.
I was very hurt by her doing this/allowing this for a time but...I've let it go. In her case I forgave her. In his...no. But I also don't particularly care anymore either. He's just....not worth my energy and time. Hating him is a waste of my time. I Do. Not. Care.
When I was doing the OBE dreamwalking work, I talked to a lot of humans without physical bodies. All told me they were alive still - thank you very much – some were indignant when I asked them – saying of COURSE I'm alive! So Maxine is still out there, yes. Off on her learning curve. I hope she's got some peace now she didn't have before.
“Maxine wanted to promote National Socialism within Satanism. Her husband was the leader of the National Socialist Movement.”
Again, I know. You speak truth. She promoted bad stuff, hateful stuff. It's done a lot of damage to a lot of people. That's a big deal. Of course it is. She used people for what they could give her, do for her, their donations. I get all that and yet...I got the feeling there was a little girl in there that never got any love. Who never felt she measured up.
She's said she's sorry for what she did. What more can she do now? Once passed physically, you can't go back and change anything. Heck, even while still in this physical body, there are things you can't go back in time and change, as much as you might wish to. There are things I wish I could go back and change....but I have to accept it's over and done. I can never 'fix' it, make it better. And that hurts. I wish I could go back.....If I could go back, I'd do things differently....and it's too late. I can never take it back....and that hurts. OMG it hurts. So....I get it. I really do.
That's what I'm saying. For maxine, it's over and done (this chapter) and so I say: I wish her well. And let her go.
I'm not sure it's our place to judge her soul. Yes, we can judge the actions. That's reasonable and just. But, not the soul. We see only a tiny bit; not the whole path, the big picture. You know how....sometimes something you think is terrible at the time, ends up being a blessing in disguise. Someday you look back and go wow...amazing! It was a learning experience though at the time you maybe didn't understand it.
The power that creates universes, the force, god, whatever you want to label it as – the power that is positive, that first principle...it does work in ways that are mysterious. And so I say how can I, with my limited understanding, judge her soul?
Did she do some bad things? Yes. Did she make some dubious choices? Sure.
Resenting her for what she did...I get that. She affected us. But then....the power of evil has to be added in. You can hold someone accountable but also see someone who in her turn suffered. It's complicated.
I'm not excusing when I say this but...I do have empathy for her. We all, as human beings on this planet, it being what it is – a prison planet – we have a lot of pain.
I can't look at her and have a totally cold heart. I think she had pain. Negative entities get in through backdoors and cracks. Pain is one of those backdoors. Wounded people are vulnerable.
Most of us are wounded. That's part of what we have to deal with here - if we're human – and part of what we have to do while we're here – if we want to make a positive difference in this world – it begins with what is within. It's not found in what is without. We go inside and heal our own pain. Re-integrate all those broken off bits of our souls. Once we're able to love ourselves, we can raise that frequency. I think that's the real way we become free.
Human hating negatives, the parasites, constantly make us feel less than, hopeless, despairing, jealous, angry, sad....and full of hate. So when we look outside ourselves, we hate and judge others. To make them like we are. Misery loves company they say. They feed on us, on the negative energy we produce. It's a very low frequency. What's the highest frequency? Love.
I'm saying have empathy and realize she was a human who made mistakes, and then let her go. Wish her well and let it go.
That's all. Not to be a doormat, but out of wisdom and empathy.
I do this also for her because I don't feel she was a narcissistic psychopath who through malice aforethought, did the things she did. And so I can forgive. The narcissistic psychopath however....no.
I let them go too however.....I feel nothing for them. No hate.....but no empathy either. To me, they aren't really human. They have no love in them, no kindness, no empathy. Which we need to be a fully functioning human being. They are empty inside, have nothing that connects them back to the real, true creator, the creative intelligence, that force that underpins reality. And so to me...why would I give that my energy? Why would I hate them? I think Maxine was a flawed human....but human nonetheless. And so I say forgive her. And let her go.
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