Snakeway wrote: ↑Sat Apr 24, 2021 5:07 am
BorninHell88 wrote: ↑Sat Apr 24, 2021 4:56 am
Now I'm stuck in a situation that I may never get out of, because I wisened up too late... Hence my signature quote by Herodotus.
what situation is this?
They placed me in a situation that lead me to drugs... Meth in particular... While they had a thought form attached to my astral body, or some astral creature of some sort ((that's not an actual thought form))... I've seen it a couple times in my life ((once real well during a shroom trip)), but it's like a giant bug/or insect of some sort... That **seems** to be intelligent. It keeps me from venting negative energy, cleaning my aura and so forth... It keep this energy bottled up to where my chakras can potentially be damaged, so I don't know where it's intentions lie in destroying me... If it wants to destroy my very core ((which it seems like it doesn't at times)), or just my spirit... So my soul can continue to be exploited... I don't know. But anyways, the choices I've been **guided to** in life ((like with my drug use)) led to this astral 'creature' having that kind of power over me in the first place ((to where I hardly have an aura anymore, and if I do then it's so weak to the point to where I can no longer/or hardly defend myself on a psychic level)). This can happen to anyone ((if they who control the system from the astral)) wanted so... The fact that people like you aren't stuck in the same situation as I am makes me question if you weren't always weak from the start...? They say "Only the Strong Survive", but here on planet Earth in the Jewtrix it's the strong that are first to go/or die.
The problem with not venting negative energy, is if it is bottled up it can effect and destroy your chakras directly... If that happens, then I do believe it is possible for me to become so damaged to the point to where I can reincarnate into a body that has down syndrome in my next life... Or some other retardation, and/or extreme deformities as the chakras ((I believe)) directly correspond with the spirit and the physical body. This is how they damn soul ((or at least one way)) I believe... And I'm facing damnation. I believe I was born a very powerful spirit, and they knew this... I was born in the year of the Dragon, day of the Phoenix, and hour of the Monkey... Under a master number of 11. In Vedic astrology ((which I believe is farrrr more accurate than Western astrology)) my sun is in the tenth house ((exalted)) and Pluto in the 12th... Scorpio rising, Leo sun. They were always with me I believe since the moment I was born, and guided me to my ultimate failure which now may prove ((sooner or later)) my demise.
"THE WORST PAIN A MAN CAN SUFFER: TO HAVE INSIGHT INTO MUCH AND POWER OVER NOTHING." - Herodotus
"THOSE WHO WERE SEEN DANCING WERE THOUGHT TO BE INSANE BY THOSE WHO COULD NOT HEAR THE MUSIC" - Unknown