The demons we worked with in Santeria definitely wanted offerings, wanted energy in return. That was the exchange. Their power is real, I worked directly with the Orisha Elegua (eleggua), and also a female Orisha. When you write to think twice before making any pacts and don't be stupid about making them, this is VERY true. I learned that not all Demons are evil or non human friendly. They are like any other people. All kinds. But yes. These demons are what you are calling Saturnians. They want an energy exchange. And I was told to be careful what you ask for, and what you give in exchange. There are those who are NOT human friendly.
There were two Santeria HPs mentoring me, teaching me. But one of them was actually a very evil person. I didn't realize this for a long time. I may be psychic but you know, one can blind themselves sometimes and every time a red flag came up with this person, I refused to see it. Sometimes its the ones you are closest to that can fool you the most. When people are deceivers and psychopaths, they can be extremely good at manipulation. Despite this, one day the mask slipped and I saw what was behind it...and that he was literally filled up with darkness. I realized in that moment I had never known him. And this was terrifying. I felt sick to my stomach and I thought, looking into his eyes...I never knew what he was. And he wasn't anything like what I thought.
This is difficult for me as I just don't think like these parasites. And I want to give people chances. But to suddenly see into someone like this...it can be frightening.
I cast him out of my life. He stayed away for a while, Then one day popped up like a jack in the box as I was walking home, acting like nothing was changed, nothing was wrong....smiling that empty inhuman smile...it made the hair on the back of my neck stand up....he was completely empty inside. And full of darkness. Like an emotionless robot.
I've been face to face with a serial killer (Charles Ng) and I had the same vision of him: empty inside and full of blackness, and HE was a multiple murderer....and here I was seeing the same energy in this guy too. And that was fucking frightening. I thought: I trusted this man, allowed him into my HOME....
There are beings out there who look just like us, but aren't human. They have no empathy, no love in them. No heart. No real emotions. They are filled up with the blackness, kind of like human shaped sock puppets for whatever evil force wants to work through them. That's what this guy was. He was an energy vampire as well. I used to get so exhausted being around him and wondered why. I remember once he said that around me, color came back into his world, that it was black and white without me. At the time I didn't think much of that comment. But now...saw it in a clear light. Realized he'd been sucking my energy like a leech all this time.
The other HP, who had taken me under his wing, worked with me, taught me a lot about working with demons was NOT like that, I have to say, in fairness. He never hurt me.
I said to this thing grinning at me through him that it was no use, leave me alone, get out of my life. He walked away without another word, and that was the beginning of the stalking and harassing. He had one emotion: hate.
I kept a journal of all the things he said and did, times, witnesses, dates, locations etc. He was stalking and casting spells...placing fetishes in my path to come across on my daily rounds, things like that. That journal came in handy when the police got involved.
I never tried to get down there in the mud with him and fight him magically. I could have. But I didn't want to go to his level. Instead, I turned to the good being who's been with me since I can remember. When I was a child I thought He was God. Not the bible thing, but a God nonetheless, someone who heard, who sometimes answered and was pragmatic and kind. I turned to him. I talked to Him and I asked Him for justice. I said you know me, you know my heart. And you know what's happening here and who the aggressor is....I am asking you to deliver justice.
I don't want to bore with a long story so I'll just say did I ever get justice! And this man who was trying to take my life away from me lost his. Lost his home, income, inheritance, freedom....everything. All the things he tried to have happen to me were reflected back onto him times ten.
After this I was coming back to my body one morning, as I've stated before and I asked the two beings who were with me and walking me home, so to speak...for their names.....and one of them told me his name is Serapis. I began to write a book. I wanted to write about how this world is a slave system and who the oppressors were, to try to help people wake up. He said to me one night:
“You want to write about truth and thats great; but you need to educate yourself more first. You've only had exposure to one side of things. You need to see it from all angles.”
He told me to go to the search engine on the computer, gave me something to search which led me to exposing christianity and maxine's JoS. He told me to go there and see what I could learn. And just like you don, he wanted me there for the development of my soul. I checked out the power meditations and recognized a lot of them as I'd done them (or variations thereof) and others I had not. I joined because I hoped to meet other people also interested in spiritual development, the occult, psychic abilities, tips, conversations with like minded people...others also on the path trying to learn.
What did I learn? I learned not all people in satanism are horrible bad people, but many ARE.
The trolling freaks who attack me and try to sabotage my forum are perfect examples of this negative kind. Total, complete and utter losers. So full of hate...they have no hope of ever advancing spiritually.
I've been interested in the occult all my life. I am aware there are other beings, other intelligences, other dimensions. I've had communication and contact from an early age, I am on a life quest to learn and to use the knowing to help. I'll hunt for gold (wisdom). I won't turn my nose up and go ahhhh...satanism. I didn't know anything about it then but decided I would not scruple to learn. And I, like you Don, had been pointed to this same group. When I was there I contributed a lot, I did over a thousand audios for example. I ended up getting to know maxine as a person somewhat from working with her, she introduced me to cobra and told him the three of us will be working together.
I was invited early on to join a private group or coven. I can tell you that out of this group, one person went mad, lost everything. His home, his job and almost killed somebody. Another one went mental as well. Another one tried to kill herself. Another one succeeded. They ALL had negative fallout.
And me? I was publicly slandered, labelled a kike and tossed out. It was very painful to me since I'm not jewish, it was cruelly done, so unjust, I had done all I could to help......and this was my thanks? To be slapped in the face, stabbed in the back.
But it was time for me to move on. I was in a cult. And the truth of the matter is Serapis and my other guides had been telling me to leave the JoS in 2017 and I didn't want to listen. I can be very stubborn
And so what happens....I'm labelled a kike and thrown out. I had to learn the hard way.
I then had another parasite attach himself to me, pretending to be a friend (in reality another energy suck) who in the end betrayed and stabbed me in the back. The only good thing about this was it helped me create this forum. And if anybody benefits from what you said here don, I'll be so glad of it.
All these so called negative events for me I think have been instead blessings in disguise. This is the school of hard knocks. But the learning is what its all about.
Because the thing of it is....and this is the biggest problem with the JoS I think....on an energetic level.....they teach people to hate, hate hate. And this actually keeps people bound in the lower frequency's....It's a huge disservice and does great spiritual harm. Some of the people in the JoS were very sincere who cared and thought they were working for the higher good, and they were being programmed to hate when if you want to advance your soul and reach higher dimensions, levels, you have to work with the higher energies. You encapsulated this eloquently:
“I was told that without the spiritual virtues of empathy, compassion, charity, love and humanitarianism which come from higher levels of spiritual development and advancement. We will lose our societies, we will lose humanity. We will lose everything. Advanced souls the real ones are sent into the world on a mission of mercy by higher realm beings to guide humans and society as spiritual workers to help us from losing everything. I was also told life in this world is hard on people who are spiritually advanced souls that have come in this is because this society is materialistic and harsh the negativity is very high on earth. Such people suffer in their life for this reason. The goal is to rise above this and become spiritualized and work for the higher good and benefit of humanity and society while developing oneself spiritually in personal spiritual practices.
I hope this helps some people.”
I used to love your posts back in the day Don, you were obviously the scholar of the group and I so appreciated that mind of yours. You reminded me so much of the HP who mentored me (the good one). He was very learned and also acerbic and quick witted. I learned a lot from you but I think the nugget of gold you posted here is the best. It's so true and so, so important. And yeah it made me cry because I was so glad to see somebody else gets it! I am so glad Lucifer told you that and you passed it on here. I have tried to say this and maybe people aren't going to hear it from me; but they'll listen to you. I also hope it helps people. It doesn't matter who they hear it from so long as they hear it and awaken.
This is my motivation. I want to help. I have always wanted to help. I have spent my life trying to help. I believe in humanity. I do feel they can remove the yoke that has kept them in slavery for millennia....and we'll do it by banding together, putting aside our differences in recognition of what we have in common, like our hearts....we'll stand up out of LOVE ......for our families, children, friends, this beautiful gem of a planet. We'll finally stand together as one and just say to the parasites...NO.
Refuse to comply, refuse to live in their system and move on without them. Let them lie in the dustbin of history, while we go to the stars.
That mass global awakening is what they fear most. And this is why the battle is for perception. They have kept people in the dark and ignorant but truth is coming out. They are so good spinning a narrative and lying....but somewhere, somehow, that mask will slip. And I see it happening. People are waking up. I'm so glad of that.