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[Velcro]

Yes many spirits pretend being other beings or some names are simply titles.

I recently was visited by a Wendigo. Didn't know what is that I asked a friend and told me it might be a wendigo and send me this pic which was shockingly 90% exactly of what I saw:





He asked me 'Do you believe in Satan?'in a bit ruthless manner, from what I am usually accostomed in dialogue with Demons.

It was strange but I asked his name. He said is Asmodeus.

After chatting a little bit, Satan came as well. Or at least this is who he introduced himself...

And I left my astral temple. I was confused seeing two opposing beings one very dark and strange somehow and another extremely light and vibrant

My guess is Satan came indeed to prohibit me from talking any longer with this imposter. However is just an interpretation... I just said what I saw ...

Thx for sharing, i forgot to ask, but i'm curious, that entity said he was Asmodeus, did he tell you this via some sort of telepathy or something, how did you hear him?
and what about Satan, did he speak as well as say he was Satan?
do you communicate with telepathy?

I will try my best to explain it so I was in my astral temple. Speaking with Satan and all the Gods as per general sharing my general troubles about things. On most occasions years back a Demon would appear never Satan. Most of the time nobody but it's mostly a refuge where I like the meditate. There the meditation are 10 times stronger in my experience

First being appeared and I wasn't scared but surprised because he looked like a mythological wild being. And had a cold approached. Demons knows me read me instantly somehow this being either did not trust me or was suspicious about my alliance to Satan hence his first question.
Also strange he spoke in English not my native language demons did not do this to me in other experiences.

The communication was some sort of telepathy I couldn't distinguish an exact voice. I would focus on him via void meditation but let it flow ...A combination of this sort.

Moving my attention from one to another I felt strange. I also was in a deep trance for some time I couldn't stay any longer I was all stuck so I left the temple.

I don't know up to this day what actually happened and who was who and why.

Yeah you can call it telepathy. I think even if a being is outside yourself it's still telephaty no one else will hear it except you even if you distinguish voices...you can't record it. It must be always telepathy. You can always call it telepathy


What I also want to share as very strange-. the next few hours I read this purely accidentaly:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=66395

In the above looks like Asmodeus Sydonay is a candidate to Satan Lucifer.
strange. it was the first time 2 beings where in the same room with me.

Before reading this article my guess was that Satan came to guarantee for both parties as I was not terrified but somehow unsure about this dark being and somehow this dark being didn't seem to trust me too much either....

After reading this article I asked myself like really what happened. If Satan came to rescue me. If none of the Demons maybe some copy tulpas where there. Mayne one was tupas. Maybe both. Maybe none? Anything is possible. It wasn't my imagination this is the only thing I am sure about but I don't know about the rest.

Yes when the *light being* appeared I knew by instinct it must be him but I asked exactly this are you Satan Lucifer. Lucifer Satan? HE SAID YES

Was a stupid question. I actually wanted to ask him If he is Satan.
Lucifer
or
Satan Lucifer.

Some people are saying could be separated.i wanted to check if they are distinguished

I don't know why it came like this. I was stupid. I panicked.

[Velcro]

Thx for sharing, i forgot to ask, but i'm curious, that entity said he was Asmodeus, did he tell you this via some sort of telepathy or something, how did you hear him?
and what about Satan, did he speak as well as say he was Satan?
do you communicate with telepathy?

I will try my best to explain it so I was in my astral temple. Speaking with Satan and all the Gods as per general sharing my general troubles about things. On most occasions years back a Demon would appear never Satan. Most of the time nobody but it's mostly a refuge where I like the meditate. There the meditation are 10 times stronger in my experience

First being appeared and I wasn't scared but surprised because he looked like a mythological wild being. And had a cold approached. Demons knows me read me instantly somehow this being either did not trust me or was suspicious about my alliance to Satan hence his first question.
Also strange he spoke in English not my native language demons did not do this to me in other experiences.

The communication was some sort of telepathy I couldn't distinguish an exact voice. I would focus on him via void meditation but let it flow ...A combination of this sort.

Moving my attention from one to another I felt strange. I also was in a deep trance for some time I couldn't stay any longer I was all stuck so I left the temple.

I don't know up to this day what actually happened and who was who and why.

Yeah you can call it telepathy. I think even if a being is outside yourself it's still telephaty no one else will hear it except you even if you distinguish voices...you can't record it. It must be always telepathy. You can always call it telepathy


What I also want to share as very strange-. the next few hours I read this purely accidentaly:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=66395

In the above looks like Asmodeus Sydonay is a candidate to Satan Lucifer.
strange. it was the first time 2 beings where in the same room with me.

Before reading this article my guess was that Satan came to guarantee for both parties as I was not terrified but somehow unsure about this dark being and somehow this dark being didn't seem to trust me too much either....

After reading this article I asked myself like really what happened. If Satan came to rescue me. If none of the Demons maybe some copy tulpas where there. Mayne one was tupas. Maybe both. Maybe none? Anything is possible. It wasn't my imagination this is the only thing I am sure about but I don't know about the rest.

Yes when the *light being* appeared I knew by instinct it must be him but I asked exactly this are you Satan Lucifer. Lucifer Satan? HE SAID YES

Was a stupid question. I actually wanted to ask him If he is Satan.
Lucifer
or
Satan Lucifer.

Some people are saying could be separated.i wanted to check if they are distinguished

I don't know why it came like this. I was stupid. I panicked.

I will share a story that happened not that far in the past for which I am thankful to the Gods.
I had a period when I was fantasising about suicide. I created a place in my mind which I used to visit whenever I was feeling too tired/and could not sleep.

(I originally had a fear of death which I had since I was a kid. I was petrified by the age of 5 when I hear the sad news that ONE Day WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE).

I discovered that there is a law of compensation or law of balance.

I will give you general examples:

*if you tend to be happy all the time, (like most comedians), naturally you will feel very depressed after a while.

*If you want total freedom to do whatever you want (as a mob), you will ultimately end up in a cell. (without any freedom at all).

*If you are obsessed to live forever you will end up thinking about death and become suicidal.

*Or when you love somebody so much and it fails you, you will end up hating the person, isn't it?

*Like kids who lived in fundamental Christian households, (many rock artists), ended up in the other extreme, type of belief (reverse Christianity which they call satanism).

any extreme is dangerous and living in one such mindset, will ultimately send you to the other one/extreme.

This is why I find interesting that saying of Satan where he said that he is THE PERFECT equilibrium/balance. It took me some time to tap into this wisdom.

But I will write about the above with another occasion.


Going back to my story.

I was, as mentioned, in my imagination, a particular place in my mind, visualising myself hanging myself.

I knew it's dangerous, that by doing so it can become a reality if I insist on imagining this again and again. It already became a compulsive gesture, whenever I felt tired and in order to fall asleep faster, I was doing this. Even on my best days, this was already a habit. What happened after doing this again and again and again, night after night,
at some point, somebody came and push me back from my imaginary chair. I was confused because I was usually interacting with Demons strictly in my astral temple. he introduced himself as Barbatos. He asked me why I do this but by looking at me, he was the one answering whatever he was asking and overall encouraged me to stop doing this.
When the experience was over, which didn't last too much anyway, that specific place from my head, WAS CLOSED DOWN. I could never access it again. I even tried afterwards (on several occasions) but it's simply 'closed down'.
My suicidal tendencies or better-said FANTASIES, (although nothing dramatic in my eyes, just an escape), FADED AWAY FOR GOOD. Once and for all. It was absolutely wow.

I then tried to investigate who is this specific demon. I never read about him anything, but anything at all. No prior knowledge. There was no info at JOS to understand or confirm any of this encounter. I couldn't make any sense out of it.
So I simply google it until I found on a website the following:

''Many gods condemn suicide, and Barbatos is known for claiming the souls of those who take their own lives.''

source:
https://pathfinderwiki.com/wiki/Barbatos

Now the SOURCE GIVEN is for games or something so is one of the reasons why I did not post before it for all to see.

However, any source, even a book written by somebody claiming real knowledge and interaction with demons could be fake. not universal knowledge. The demon could have known that thing written there, use it for my peace of mind.
Demons know about me that I ALWAYS SEARCH ON INTERNET EXTERNAL SOURCES TO CONFIRM MY EXPERIENCE. Funny enough he was exactly as presented with his face hidden.

I could tell many other positive experiences with demons and not bullshit, as I ALWAYS asked the deities to give me other names I never knew about and I could research, later on, I even asked them to speak in other languages that I perfectly understand but I am not fluent. I used this as a confirmation that I am not speaking with my mind. That's being my very first worry. 2nd worry everybody has is THE INTENTION of the deity or if it's who claims to be.

Anyhow, I wanted to take this occasion to thank Barbatos for being there for me. At that time months were passing without any meditation I was somehow uncaring about those things anymore. But he did something HUGE for me and I think is the best to let people know.

[Edrix]

I will try my best to explain it so I was in my astral temple. Speaking with Satan and all the Gods as per general sharing my general troubles about things. On most occasions years back a Demon would appear never Satan. Most of the time nobody but it's mostly a refuge where I like the meditate. There the meditation are 10 times stronger in my experience

First being appeared and I wasn't scared but surprised because he looked like a mythological wild being. And had a cold approached. Demons knows me read me instantly somehow this being either did not trust me or was suspicious about my alliance to Satan hence his first question.
Also strange he spoke in English not my native language demons did not do this to me in other experiences.

The communication was some sort of telepathy I couldn't distinguish an exact voice. I would focus on him via void meditation but let it flow ...A combination of this sort.

Moving my attention from one to another I felt strange. I also was in a deep trance for some time I couldn't stay any longer I was all stuck so I left the temple.

I don't know up to this day what actually happened and who was who and why.

Yeah you can call it telepathy. I think even if a being is outside yourself it's still telephaty no one else will hear it except you even if you distinguish voices...you can't record it. It must be always telepathy. You can always call it telepathy


What I also want to share as very strange-. the next few hours I read this purely accidentaly:

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=66395

In the above looks like Asmodeus Sydonay is a candidate to Satan Lucifer.
strange. it was the first time 2 beings where in the same room with me.

Before reading this article my guess was that Satan came to guarantee for both parties as I was not terrified but somehow unsure about this dark being and somehow this dark being didn't seem to trust me too much either....

After reading this article I asked myself like really what happened. If Satan came to rescue me. If none of the Demons maybe some copy tulpas where there. Mayne one was tupas. Maybe both. Maybe none? Anything is possible. It wasn't my imagination this is the only thing I am sure about but I don't know about the rest.

Yes when the *light being* appeared I knew by instinct it must be him but I asked exactly this are you Satan Lucifer. Lucifer Satan? HE SAID YES

Was a stupid question. I actually wanted to ask him If he is Satan.
Lucifer
or
Satan Lucifer.

Some people are saying could be separated.i wanted to check if they are distinguished

I don't know why it came like this. I was stupid. I panicked.

I will share a story that happened not that far in the past for which I am thankful to the Gods.
I had a period when I was fantasising about suicide. I created a place in my mind which I used to visit whenever I was feeling too tired/and could not sleep.

(I originally had a fear of death which I had since I was a kid. I was petrified by the age of 5 when I hear the sad news that ONE Day WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE).

I discovered that there is a law of compensation or law of balance.

I will give you general examples:

*if you tend to be happy all the time, (like most comedians), naturally you will feel very depressed after a while.

*If you want total freedom to do whatever you want (as a mob), you will ultimately end up in a cell. (without any freedom at all).

*If you are obsessed to live forever you will end up thinking about death and become suicidal.

*Or when you love somebody so much and it fails you, you will end up hating the person, isn't it?

*Like kids who lived in fundamental Christian households, (many rock artists), ended up in the other extreme, type of belief (reverse Christianity which they call satanism).

any extreme is dangerous and living in one such mindset, will ultimately send you to the other one/extreme.

This is why I find interesting that saying of Satan where he said that he is THE PERFECT equilibrium/balance. It took me some time to tap into this wisdom.

But I will write about the above with another occasion.


Going back to my story.

I was, as mentioned, in my imagination, a particular place in my mind, visualising myself hanging myself.

I knew it's dangerous, that by doing so it can become a reality if I insist on imagining this again and again. It already became a compulsive gesture, whenever I felt tired and in order to fall asleep faster, I was doing this. Even on my best days, this was already a habit. What happened after doing this again and again and again, night after night,
at some point, somebody came and push me back from my imaginary chair. I was confused because I was usually interacting with Demons strictly in my astral temple. he introduced himself as Barbatos. He asked me why I do this but by looking at me, he was the one answering whatever he was asking and overall encouraged me to stop doing this.
When the experience was over, which didn't last too much anyway, that specific place from my head, WAS CLOSED DOWN. I could never access it again. I even tried afterwards (on several occasions) but it's simply 'closed down'.
My suicidal tendencies or better-said FANTASIES, (although nothing dramatic in my eyes, just an escape), FADED AWAY FOR GOOD. Once and for all. It was absolutely wow.

I then tried to investigate who is this specific demon. I never read about him anything, but anything at all. No prior knowledge. There was no info at JOS to understand or confirm any of this encounter. I couldn't make any sense out of it.
So I simply google it until I found on a website the following:

''Many gods condemn suicide, and Barbatos is known for claiming the souls of those who take their own lives.''

source:
https://pathfinderwiki.com/wiki/Barbatos

Now the SOURCE GIVEN is for games or something so is one of the reasons why I did not post before it for all to see.

However, any source, even a book written by somebody claiming real knowledge and interaction with demons could be fake. not universal knowledge. The demon could have known that thing written there, use it for my peace of mind.
Demons know about me that I ALWAYS SEARCH ON INTERNET EXTERNAL SOURCES TO CONFIRM MY EXPERIENCE. Funny enough he was exactly as presented with his face hidden.

I could tell many other positive experiences with demons and not bullshit, as I ALWAYS asked the deities to give me other names I never knew about and I could research, later on, I even asked them to speak in other languages that I perfectly understand but I am not fluent. I used this as a confirmation that I am not speaking with my mind. That's being my very first worry. 2nd worry everybody has is THE INTENTION of the deity or if it's who claims to be.

Anyhow, I wanted to take this occasion to thank Barbatos for being there for me. At that time months were passing without any meditation I was somehow uncaring about those things anymore. But he did something HUGE for me and I think is the best to let people know.

Very interesting, thanks for sharng.

i don't know about the law of compensation, but I've noticed similar things in my life,
there's also the saying "it's darkest before the dawn"
and I've noticed in life, when I'm having a horrible time of stress etc, when that time passes it's followed by a very pleasant and enjoyable time.

That's a nice experience with Barbatos,

As for sources, it's always nice to get a wide variety of sources, most games that include demons etc usually do research on demons and the occult before including in their games, or had prior knowledge of them.

It'd good to know that you take sources from different places rather than exclusively on one.

[Velcro]

Yes when the *light being* appeared I knew by instinct it must be him but I asked exactly this are you Satan Lucifer. Lucifer Satan? HE SAID YES

Was a stupid question. I actually wanted to ask him If he is Satan.
Lucifer
or
Satan Lucifer.

Some people are saying could be separated.i wanted to check if they are distinguished

I don't know why it came like this. I was stupid. I panicked.

I will share a story that happened not that far in the past for which I am thankful to the Gods.
I had a period when I was fantasising about suicide. I created a place in my mind which I used to visit whenever I was feeling too tired/and could not sleep.

(I originally had a fear of death which I had since I was a kid. I was petrified by the age of 5 when I hear the sad news that ONE Day WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE).

I discovered that there is a law of compensation or law of balance.

I will give you general examples:

*if you tend to be happy all the time, (like most comedians), naturally you will feel very depressed after a while.

*If you want total freedom to do whatever you want (as a mob), you will ultimately end up in a cell. (without any freedom at all).

*If you are obsessed to live forever you will end up thinking about death and become suicidal.

*Or when you love somebody so much and it fails you, you will end up hating the person, isn't it?

*Like kids who lived in fundamental Christian households, (many rock artists), ended up in the other extreme, type of belief (reverse Christianity which they call satanism).

any extreme is dangerous and living in one such mindset, will ultimately send you to the other one/extreme.

This is why I find interesting that saying of Satan where he said that he is THE PERFECT equilibrium/balance. It took me some time to tap into this wisdom.

But I will write about the above with another occasion.


Going back to my story.

I was, as mentioned, in my imagination, a particular place in my mind, visualising myself hanging myself.

I knew it's dangerous, that by doing so it can become a reality if I insist on imagining this again and again. It already became a compulsive gesture, whenever I felt tired and in order to fall asleep faster, I was doing this. Even on my best days, this was already a habit. What happened after doing this again and again and again, night after night,
at some point, somebody came and push me back from my imaginary chair. I was confused because I was usually interacting with Demons strictly in my astral temple. he introduced himself as Barbatos. He asked me why I do this but by looking at me, he was the one answering whatever he was asking and overall encouraged me to stop doing this.
When the experience was over, which didn't last too much anyway, that specific place from my head, WAS CLOSED DOWN. I could never access it again. I even tried afterwards (on several occasions) but it's simply 'closed down'.
My suicidal tendencies or better-said FANTASIES, (although nothing dramatic in my eyes, just an escape), FADED AWAY FOR GOOD. Once and for all. It was absolutely wow.

I then tried to investigate who is this specific demon. I never read about him anything, but anything at all. No prior knowledge. There was no info at JOS to understand or confirm any of this encounter. I couldn't make any sense out of it.
So I simply google it until I found on a website the following:

''Many gods condemn suicide, and Barbatos is known for claiming the souls of those who take their own lives.''

source:
https://pathfinderwiki.com/wiki/Barbatos

Now the SOURCE GIVEN is for games or something so is one of the reasons why I did not post before it for all to see.

However, any source, even a book written by somebody claiming real knowledge and interaction with demons could be fake. not universal knowledge. The demon could have known that thing written there, use it for my peace of mind.
Demons know about me that I ALWAYS SEARCH ON INTERNET EXTERNAL SOURCES TO CONFIRM MY EXPERIENCE. Funny enough he was exactly as presented with his face hidden.

I could tell many other positive experiences with demons and not bullshit, as I ALWAYS asked the deities to give me other names I never knew about and I could research, later on, I even asked them to speak in other languages that I perfectly understand but I am not fluent. I used this as a confirmation that I am not speaking with my mind. That's being my very first worry. 2nd worry everybody has is THE INTENTION of the deity or if it's who claims to be.

Anyhow, I wanted to take this occasion to thank Barbatos for being there for me. At that time months were passing without any meditation I was somehow uncaring about those things anymore. But he did something HUGE for me and I think is the best to let people know.

Very interesting, thanks for sharng.

i don't know about the law of compensation, but I've noticed similar things in my life,
there's also the saying "it's darkest before the dawn"
and I've noticed in life, when I'm having a horrible time of stress etc, when that time passes it's followed by a very pleasant and enjoyable time.

That's a nice experience with Barbatos,

As for sources, it's always nice to get a wide variety of sources, most games that include demons etc usually do research on demons and the occult before including in their games, or had prior knowledge of them.

It'd good to know that you take sources from different places rather than exclusively on one.

Thank you so much