JoS (non-)detaching

[Celeste AikoGal]

as said in other posts, i detached myself from JoS, thanks to this forum. and no, i don't feel any hate, because i thought i was never being able to leave JoS, while then it happened. so this is what i really wanted. i don't feel any hate and i'll continue to have JoS friends as longs as they are respectful and not like people on the forums. also, i wanted the best for the JoS, because it has a lost potential. i think that if they stopped with this right wing stuff propaganda, they would achieve more members and would be a normal organization. i always thought of JoS when i was feeling without hope. because i thought JoS was the light of my heart. i thought forum was a family, but i just found it to be the opposite. i thought i found my family on the forum in these years. i thought i found the permanent path on JoS, the eternal path. the permanent group. but i was just deluded. my mind still can't entirely think bad of JoS, because it basically gave me knowledge for so many years and, i feel like that. basically JoS gave me so much knowledge about Satan and about meditations and this helped in changing my life. i can't never deny that. that's why maybe i can't hate on JoS, despite i left it. i can't forget its' pros. then of course i already described the negative side. maybe my heart really didn't detach from JoS? because JoS forum literally felt like home, for years. but, i think i was deluded.

[Celeste AikoGal]

and i think, i was full of hate due to right wing JoS forums propagandas. from this pointview, this has been so bad. so, yes.

[HPSZolaLuckyStar]

I totally understand what you are saying.