Lies About You, Inner-Voice, Will, True Self

[Celeste AikoGal]

[again as stated in the previous post, this is not a substitute of PSYCHOTHERAPY / PROFESSIONALS]

the chaos, the destruction on this world, self-hatred etc... almost always are because of Lies or everything that is external to your True Self. if an individual loses / didn't develop the "skill" of listening, observing, smelling, sensing, tasting - it translates it as a feeling of being lost, guilty, unworthy, disgusting and whatever negative thought about themselves - especially if the individual is very vulnerable, lacks of self-trust and other things listed above + more. as we know, most of this stuff resides in the unconscious. especially if the individual already is vulnerable and very sensitive by themselves and, starts joining a cult, they will feel emptied, the blow of mercy. these groups are not the solutions but instead, these can transform themselves as the eventual process of completely mentally drowning. this can be avoided, even if there can be consequences or things that can't be changed / reversed (i.e: losing friends due to isolation and whatever important stuff, even hobbies / members of cult who threaten you etc..).

most of this self-hatred, comes from gaslighting or in any case, lies that they told, that you think / thought were real things, about yourself. first of all, you know yourself better than others do. people can sense you? yes, but you are the only one that can know yourself. this doesn't mean that now every thought that you have in mind, is real about yourself, because this can come from external influences, even cultural - not just something that you got told personally. one thing is True: what is false, will fall. doesn't matter if it takes years. what is authentic, will always be there - no matter if in other shapes / ways. have you always wondered how even after years, someone can explode emotionally? because feelings are something authentic. think of them like souls' functioning, that in order to manifest themselves, show these features / patterns (feelings). you are "true" , divine.

unfortunately, external influences make you think and assume stuff about you, that isn't real (again, gaslighting in most cases). especially as a child, if you got told to not cry, as an adult you'll keep doing what they told you to do (simple example). in the same way, everyone has their inner child and that's why, when being adults, the individual still is vulnerable or even more than before, due to wounds / traumas etc.. inner child is not just someone to take care of. instead, inner child will help you back if you'll nourish them. they are here for you. it's not just about an inner child that cries and wants attentions. they also want to support you. you can hear when they say "listen to me! i want to help you! don't neglect me! i'm here for you and i know you're here for me as well. i already know you're here for me! but i want to help as well!". it's because inner child exists and it is very important to take care of. they are part of you and you are part of them. so you both support each other, especially you support them. but in exchange, they'll support you. they know better than anyone else who you are, your fears, your triggers, that also involve them.

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the real thing to do is, listen. listen to yourself, in a relaxed state. listen to your feelings. listen to how your body feels. listen to your sensations. don't ignore it. don't listen to a voice that says "maybe later" if you can do it now, you have the right to, for yourself., if you're not feeling good. remove everything that is external in this moment. there is only you and if you want to talk to them, your inner child. if you feel confused, overwhelmed, full of self-hatred, stop a second. take a break. and take the opportunity to listen. only to you. use whatever thing to make you comfortable, while listening and maybe also observing. inner voice is not stupid. it has so much to say, instead. your true self, deeper part of your soul, knows how you really feel and what you really want, what you really are and what you really aren't. it's not about finding your true self, but more about removing things that really aren't yourself / part of yourself. if you're feeling something strong, no matter what vision or voice, this is working. listen and, see what makes you feel blocked / oppressed. the first step of healing is identifying the wounds / blockages. but, the major first step, is will. with will, we also seek for the Truth and we also desire to change stuff that isn't okay for us.

as said in previous posts, Truth is what really works for you, making your life function properly, having a significant / drastic effect in your life. Truth has various shapes and it manifests in various ways / shapes (different from delusions). if you're feeling worse being in JoS, this also means this is not the right thing for you. Satanism is, JoS not.

listen to your own Truth, letting you go in this chilling moment. listen to what your soul has to say. answers will show themselves. no matter if you hadn't a definitive answer, what really matters is that you got at least an answer, something that you can say "didn't know that" or that makes you feel something significant.


souls connections during life are very important. your relationship with others can be a mirror of various traits of yourself. that's why you need to find people who support you and not people who say "i'm helping you, you don't want to understand" as a way to gaslight and to make you drown more. but people that make you take your time if needed and don't force things. that embrace even the features of yourself that you hate and instead, if right, make yourself appreciate these. people that you know are there for you because they care about you. if connections are toxic, you don't resonate with them. people who want to be close to you. people that feel home.

even if the thing you want seems to be impossible to reach, vent about it. express feelings about it. you're worthy of expressing your feelings.

Satan knows. He wants the best for you and he hates when someone is blocked due to someone who told to His children that they are not valid and gaslighted them. He doesn't want that for you. He wants the best for you. same for the people who really care about you. if you are responsible of what you're doing and think that this thing is going to make you feel good in life, after so much thought and meditation (act of thinking) about it, go for it, as long as it doesn't harm you or anyone else. well-being is about yourself and real well-being isn't something selfish. it's something pure

that's the meaning about Brahman. it's not about "becoming", but returning to your origins, removing all the toxic stuff in the unconscious and also, your soul becomes one with your mind.

stay away from these cults, in this case the JoS forums. if you're a JoS member and seeking for help on JoS forums: stop, please. they don't help. they do more harm instead. they make you drown, like that. they just say things such as "be strong Satan loves you" "don't be weak" even if not clearly stated. afterall, it's just a bar-talking extreme right-wing style forum. also stay away from other groups about Satanism and if you are in there, don't take ANYTHING seriously about you. really. if they tell you something like "Gods told me this about you" DON'T LISTEN TO THEM. they're not friends and also, only you can really know what you really are.

instead, it would be better talking to friends / someone you trust about it. for sure, JoS is the last "good" place that can help. JoS doesn't in any way. even here is safer to talk, because someone can listen to you. though, better with people you trust, as always. you're worthy and Satan knows it better, as your Father. you can even talk to him, telling him to guide you if you need to. to vent with him etc..

and if you leave JoS, remember you aren't leaving Satanism. never. relationship between Satan and yourself remains the same. you're part of the Satanic family and this will never change, if you're Satanist.

i suggest to do the above's "exercises"/meditations in the nature, walking, or even listening to music is okay. fine. just find a place where you're comfortable and nothing and no one distracts you. Darkness arrives on its' own and Light shines only because, it is shining itself - not because of something else. as these simply are, you simply are. you just need to remove what you are not.


"become yourself"

-Friedrich Nietzsche



hail Satan and yourself

[HPSZolaLuckyStar]

Celeste, thank you so much for this terrific post!
If I missed saying it earlier, welcome to the T4S.
Its like a fresh spring breeze, to see someone like you here and I look forward to more posts from you in future

[AnonPoster]

the real thing to do is, listen. listen to yourself, in a relaxed state. listen to your feelings. listen to how your body feels. listen to your sensations. don't ignore it. don't listen to a voice that says "maybe later" if you can do it now, you have the right to, for yourself., if you're not feeling good. remove everything that is external in this moment. there is only you and if you want to talk to them, your inner child. if you feel confused, overwhelmed, full of self-hatred, stop a second. take a break. and take the opportunity to listen. only to you.

This celeste is sooo cute. I would let you cuddle in my arms and talk all day long cute one