“Makes sense. Toxicity and deception still remain prevalent unfortunately, no matter how some try to paint places with fancy shit and all that.
Seriously, the importance of taking both sides should be emphasized. Imagine a scenario where you pick up a dog/child to put them away somewhere but they make a fuss about it or something. Then the parents come and automatically assume the worst thing... I've been there and saw for myself btw.
I also like how some toxic members put names of the gods as their user and profile, one of which I plan to heavily curse later on.”
Picking up a dog/child to 'put them away somewhere'? And then the parents show up and make a 'fuss'? So...you feel that interfering with somebody's child or their pet - laying your hands on them - isn't a big deal and if parents (rightly) have an issue with that, it's just them 'making a fuss'? Do you realize what you're saying? Sounds like attempted dog or child napping. That's some serious issues. That's not the kind of person or energy I want around here. That's criminal. No thank you ma'am.
You've 'been there and saw' for yourself? That is exactly what perps do when caught....rationalize, dismiss and say it was somebody else.
I'm not getting a good vibe from you robin.
You made a post entitled what really went down between you and cobra zola? In which you wrote:
“Jew or not he probably wouldn't have banned you because he doesn't really care. But he tells everyone "oh I knew she was a Jew all along blah blah".
Do you take me for a fool? 'Jew or not' is intimating I very likely AM one. That's the subliminal message you're propagating here and I didn't appreciate that. In my own house - calling me a jew. The same message intimated when saying
“it doesn't really matter if you are or if you aren't.”
Actually 'robin'....it DOES matter. Only someone with zero empathy would have so callously dismissed it like that. That was revealing.
You see, thanks to being labelled falsely I suffered incredibly malicious mental, emotional, psychological and psychic abuse literally over the course of YEARS. Over a LIE.
It definitely matters.
I was the recipient of the concentrated venom of jos fanatics determined (to try) to force me to shut this place down. Fanatics who brought the worst kind of negative energy, who've worked hard to ruin this place, driving off all the decent people, attempting to ruin what began as a very positive place. Fanatics like yourself.
All for a LIE. The hypocrisy being they consider themselves to be working for a 'god' who (they believe) is all about TRUTH.
My DNA results – which I published - prove I'm gentile. Which is more than nick can say. You almost got yourself nuked for that. But I still gave you a chance. You were smart enough to drop the subject and remove that post. So I thought....well.....maybe this guy is working to change for the better. Lets see what happens.
The energy I'm feeling from you is consistently dark.
You 'bumped' your latest topic ten times over three days obsessively pretending to 'edit' it. It's manipulative behaviour. So what have we learned so far? You are narcissistic, manipulative. If you think just because I'm busy elsewhere working for the time being I'm not paying attention....you would be mistaken.
You talk of 'heavily cursing' somebody...putting out a lot of negative action meant for the harm of another....why?
They dared to use a 'gods' name? You don't approve? So it's a control issue? Did you know people with no self control are the ones most likely to try to control others? Stop worrying what somebody is calling themselves. It's not your concern. Stop worrying about what other people are doing. It's none of your business. Worry about your own actions. Worry about being a troll trying to do harm to others. Take responsibility for your self, your thoughts and actions, your life. You said it yourself – a freudian slip:
“Toxicity and deception still remain prevalent unfortunately”
You would know, right? Since that's what you're bringing and what you're up to. You think I don't see you?
You came in strategically, making a comment then leaving that account alone for a long time. The infiltration was gradual. After I said you were welcome - THEN you made your first post asking me what 'really' went down between myself and cobra. If you read old posts you'd know we've been over that ad naseum – I suspect you're very much aware of that and HAVE read all the old posts, having been one of the people trolling this place over the years, harassing people. You've been here from the get go. Yet, here you are, pretending ignorance, asking me to write an essay for you. Waste my energy and time on something that no longer has significance.
This is just the same old, same old, stagnation. It's also a form of energy vamperism.
This mini essay I write here - isn't really for you as much as it is for those who are reading and not speaking - so they might learn. Which is why I took the time.
People who attacked this forum in the past displayed these patterns. Therefore this is concerning behaviour now. I'm working to change the energy of this place for the better. You've learned overt attacks won't work anymore. So here you are, starting up the old tricks again, just trying to be less obvious about it. But energy doesn't lie. It's the same old stagnant toxic energy. You think I can't feel it?
What you don't have the self awareness to understand is that all you're accomplishing is hurting yourself. If you ever want to advance spiritually, acting in toxic, negative ways is counter productive. Realize. And stop. It's the bully in the sandbox syndrome. They would rather ruin everything for everybody else rather than share. This is the spiritual equivalent of that. The world does not revolve around you. You are not the only 'real' thing in it.
You and the negative energy you're bringing is not acceptable.
To be clear: this forum is no longer a negativity free for all shithole trolls made of it previously.
It's about looking for something positive for ourselves and for others. It's about breaking out of past negativity, moving forward, becoming free, working towards a better version of ourselves. Advancement, not stagnation.
You also used one IP to sign up and other IP's to return to browse. That's a troll move. The constantly shifting IP.
It will be best for you and everybody else for you to step away, focus on doing inner work and self reflection. This isn't the place for you right now.
Take a time out. I'm removing your account.
Goodbye 'robin'. Take care.
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