Some things I need to work on

[Daemontruth83]

Ok!

To get a clearer understanding. I am finally beginning to see some issues and hang ups that I have about love and relationships!!!! Ever since I invoked zagan and ironically Andras, a lot of things been getting rooted up to face!

Im amazed. So some discoveries I’ve made. We are ALL INDIVIDUALS. We have our own ways of showing love. And we also have our lives to live too.

Some things I been observing about myself.
Lack of patience
Insecurities due to trust issues
Jumping to conclusions
Letting other people influence my mind about relationship I’m in, all for the sake of acceptance.
Another example is this morning I didn’t get a text or call from my gf so my day started out immediately going depressed and feeling unwanted. So reached out to her and learned why. Well as an individual a friend of hers (best friend) came into town. And probably won’t get to see her in a while. So I respected it and understood why I didn’t receive anything this morning. Because I learned and my uneasiness disappeared and being naturally myself. She had a positive response.

Technically the point I am the one with hang ups and illusions. And realize I need to fix this problem! So tonight I’m definitely beginning a meditation program

All of this has happened with the help of daemons making me aware of what’s the underlying issues

[HPSZolaLuckyStar]

This is really good work. Keep it up!

[Daemontruth83]

I believe that motto “fear is not a part of Satanism” is applicable to any path especially if LHP.

By the way when I contacted Zagan and Andras I felt a touch on my hand