The jos's "Power Rituals"

[Ipsissimus83]

Ah so you're the OG seeker?

I'm curious but reddawn isn't exactly a new alias, i heard it from this guy robert, and this other guy uh what's his name again? corvin or something, they were part of this group called the 'Satanic pristine' or something like that, with a centipede as their group picture, but that was a long time ago.

I mainly knew them for how they were mocking that guy fostar child, you know that photoshoped picture of him riding on a dinosaur?
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And no i am not part of any group or organization nor am i actively supporting any.

I'm very familiar with this group. I have a feeling you aren't saying all that you know, but that's fine. Satanic Pristine wasn't directly involved with ejos, it was just to defame Fostar Child who at the time was endorsed by HP Mageson. A joke group really. I know the group you were in, I was there too.

Well that makes sense.

I have a feeling you aren't saying all that you know, but that's fine.

Some people tend to think that, mainly because they were expecting/searching for something that isn't there.
but don't you think it's rather rude to ask me about myself while not really say much about yourself?
regardless you could pm if you like.

Oops sorry I was responding to Anonposter not you birdoffreedom. Don't listen to that idiot on Anonposter saying they know seeker because they don't know me. Zola and Owen knows me and that I am the original seeker that was here as far as they remember.

I have Anonposter account on ignore for the most part. I occasionally let the "display post" down in accordance to the threads.

No worries, i knew he was joking and simply went along with it, reddawn is an alias i recognized i know you're not him.

Ok cool

[Amungus]

I'm very familiar with this group. I have a feeling you aren't saying all that you know, but that's fine. Satanic Pristine wasn't directly involved with ejos, it was just to defame Fostar Child who at the time was endorsed by HP Mageson. A joke group really. I know the group you were in, I was there too.

Well that makes sense.

I have a feeling you aren't saying all that you know, but that's fine.

Some people tend to think that, mainly because they were expecting/searching for something that isn't there.
but don't you think it's rather rude to ask me about myself while not really say much about yourself?
regardless you could pm if you like.

Oops sorry I was responding to Anonposter not you birdoffreedom. Don't listen to that idiot on Anonposter saying they know seeker because they don't know me. Zola and Owen knows me and that I am the original seeker that was here as far as they remember.

I have Anonposter account on ignore for the most part. I occasionally let the "display post" down in accordance to the threads.

No worries, i knew he was joking and simply went along with it, reddawn is an alias i recognized i know you're not him.

Ok cool

Oh, uh I speak fluent troll and can say with absolute certainty the Anonposter was joking about being Seeker, and that they were talking about a totally different group and not this one or you.

[Ipsissimus83]

Well that makes sense.


Some people tend to think that, mainly because they were expecting/searching for something that isn't there.
but don't you think it's rather rude to ask me about myself while not really say much about yourself?
regardless you could pm if you like.




No worries, i knew he was joking and simply went along with it, reddawn is an alias i recognized i know you're not him.

Ok cool

Oh, uh I speak fluent troll and can say with absolute certainty the Anonposter was joking about being Seeker, and that they were talking about a totally different group and not this one or you.

Ok. actually no the Anonposter was just trying to stir up shit. Reason why I have that account on ignore. Only reason I respond to it is when I see a thread of continued conversation going on. Depends on what they say I may or may not respond.

As far as that Anonposter constantly bringing up that I'm Red Dawn, they shall rain on ignore.

Unless you are saying that YOU are that person on the Anonposter account.

[Amungus]

Ok cool

Oh, uh I speak fluent troll and can say with absolute certainty the Anonposter was joking about being Seeker, and that they were talking about a totally different group and not this one or you.

Ok. actually no the Anonposter was just trying to stir up shit. Reason why I have that account on ignore. Only reason I respond to it is when I see a thread of continued conversation going on. Depends on what they say I may or may not respond.

As far as that Anonposter constantly bringing up that I'm Red Dawn, they shall rain on ignore.

Unless you are saying that YOU are that person on the Anonposter account.

Um let's just say I speak the Anonposter's language better than you do, and them saying they're seeker is really just a meme at this point. Maybe I'm seeker too? OR maybe you're seeker, or perhaps someone just pretending you're seeker? Who is the real seeker anyone, it's like a bad case of "may the real slim shady please stand up" situation.

[Ipsissimus83]

Oh, uh I speak fluent troll and can say with absolute certainty the Anonposter was joking about being Seeker, and that they were talking about a totally different group and not this one or you.

Ok. actually no the Anonposter was just trying to stir up shit. Reason why I have that account on ignore. Only reason I respond to it is when I see a thread of continued conversation going on. Depends on what they say I may or may not respond.

As far as that Anonposter constantly bringing up that I'm Red Dawn, they shall rain on ignore.

Unless you are saying that YOU are that person on the Anonposter account.

Um let's just say I speak the Anonposter's language better than you do, and them saying they're seeker is really just a meme at this point. Maybe I'm seeker too? OR maybe you're seeker, or perhaps someone just pretending you're seeker? Who is the real seeker anyone, it's like a bad case of "may the real slim shady please stand up" situation.

That's because I came up with seeker with that song slim shady originally.

But at this point I don't care to talk to you about this.

[Amungus]

Ok. actually no the Anonposter was just trying to stir up shit. Reason why I have that account on ignore. Only reason I respond to it is when I see a thread of continued conversation going on. Depends on what they say I may or may not respond.

As far as that Anonposter constantly bringing up that I'm Red Dawn, they shall rain on ignore.

Unless you are saying that YOU are that person on the Anonposter account.

Um let's just say I speak the Anonposter's language better than you do, and them saying they're seeker is really just a meme at this point. Maybe I'm seeker too? OR maybe you're seeker, or perhaps someone just pretending you're seeker? Who is the real seeker anyone, it's like a bad case of "may the real slim shady please stand up" situation.

That's because I came up with seeker with that song slim shady originally.

But at this point I don't care to talk to you about this.

I have no idea what you're talking about? I wasn't aware there was a literal connection to that reference and your previous alias.

[AnonPoster]

As of writing this there're currently 5 'power rituals' that were created by cobra.

• "Satan’s Absolution Ritual"[1]
• "Astarte’s Power Ritual"[2]
• "Baalzebul’s Power Ritual"[3]
• "Azazel’s Power Ritual"[4]
• "Abrasax’s Power Ritual"[5]

"Abrasax's" ritual being the most recent and currently(at the time of writing this) scheduled by cobra who said "The Ritual here is to be done for 10 consecutive days."[6].

Looking at these rituals they all have 1 thing in common, you vibrate runes, then recite the affirmations, these affirmations are essentially veneration and exaltation of the one the ritual is directed to.
in other words the 5 'power rituals' mentioned above are basically ritualistic worship to the entity that the ritual is directed to.

Similar to the way an xian would pray or sing songs directed to their god to worship/exalt/venerate said god.

The most recent one, "Abrasax's" 'power ritual' is essentially ritualistic worship towards "Abrasax"


Regardless, what's the jos's stance on worship? considering these rituals are essentially from the jos.

"NO GOD HAS A RIGHT TO INTERFERE IN MY AFFAIRS, AND I HAVE MADE IT AN IMPERATIVE RULE THAT EVERYONE SHALL REFRAIN FROM WORSHIPPING ALL GODS."
Those who worship other Gods end up confused and are open to all kinds of influences. It is important to stay focused. As Satanists, our God is Satan and there is no need to call upon other gods. Demons act as protectors and direct us to be strong in Satan. They can also act as mediators as they work with us closely, but we do not worship them. Satan does not demand or want any slavish worship.

We come to worship out of love, NOT coercion, threats, indoctrination, peer, or family pressure. In the end, Satan has won. Even solitary rituals are done out of free will and devotion. Satan is loved. The Christian "God" relies on fear. Remember, "Money can't buy you real love." This is so obvious, as the enemy religions are spiritually empty.

Satan represents and stands for self-efficiency and personal empowerment to where we can control our own lives and destinies without having to slavishly worship or rely upon something outside of ourselves.
...
We are all individual and have our own ways of ritual and worship. Very early on, to kneel was given to me by the Demons, and also a close friend had the same experience; to kneel out of respect, but this is between you and Father Satan.

Well 1st of, a 'commandment of Satan' is being broken, as the jos considers what's written in the "The Al Jilwah"[10] to be the 'commandments of Satan'.
Also according to maxine Satan doesn't "demand or want any slavish worship".

Ignoring the fact that maxine is also contradicting the 'commandment', she said "We come to worship out of love, NOT coercion, threats, indoctrination, peer, or family pressure." yet cobra in his sermon[6] said "The Ritual here is to be done for 10 consecutive days." if it's supposed to be done out of love and free will why is he telling people to do it? not only do it, but also to do it for "10 consecutive days".
Also if it's supposed to be done out of love why did cobra say "Therefore, I have constructed this Ritual so people see for themselves. One does not have to love or adore Abrasax [many of us do love him dearly], but you can definitely partake in getting to know him."?

As quoted above maxine said "Money can't buy you real love.", yet according to what cobra wrote on his "Abrasax" power ritual[6] it implies the opposite.
cobra said:
"For the basic levels, these Rituals are good to form a relation with a God. More advanced people might have other, far more indepth experiences."
"Everyone will benefit without exception." Everyone? who's everyone? myself included? and if so how does this 'benefit' me?

So according to cobra, worshiping these gods via his rituals is a good away to form a relationship with the gods? what exactly does cobra take the gods for?
Does he think the gods are like some sort cam girl or e-girl that you can just donate money to or simp to in order to form a relation with them?


An important point i would like to point out is in regards to the 'sigils' that's included in the 'power rituals'.
Why exactly did cobra make his own sigils for the gods in said rituals when there're already sigils assigned to those demons?

When it comes to 'astral' communication does one really know who they're talking to? considering that astral communication is not something easily understood by many people due to a lack of astral awareness.
Even in real life communication via the internet a person can be fooled, i'm sure you all have heard of the term 'catfish' before.
If not, a 'catfish' is one when takes the identity of another person usually that of an attractive man/woman and pretend to be that person in order to enter a deceptive relationship with a person.

Considering that people can fall for catfishs' via the internet imagine how easy it can be to fool someone via astral deception.

From what i understand sigils are used to make a connection to said entity that the sigil belongs to, yet the ones cobra made are drastically different from the ones the demons are commonly associated with.
So who knows what entities one connects to via the sigils cobra made.

I'd say it's a rather important detail considering 1 common instruction among those rituals are:
"The Sigil that is provided is the point of focus where this Ritual is upon. It is this Sigil here."
So whatever entities those sigils connect to are the focal point of worship, and i think it's important to really know the entity if you're going to worship it.

Sources and Links:

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[1] Satan’s Absolution Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Satan_Absolution_Ritual.html

[2] Astarte’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Astarte_Power_Ritual.html

[3] Baalzebul’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Baalzebul_Power_Ritual.html

[4] Azazel’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Azazel_Power_Ritual.html

[5] Abrasax’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Abrasax_Power_Ritual.html

[6] GROUP RITUAL: HONORING ABRASAX [July 23rd to August 3rd]
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=76092

[7] The Commandments of Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/COMMANDMENTS.html

[8] True Spirituality
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/TRUE_SPIRITUALITY.html

[9] Standard Ritual to Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Ritual.html

[10] The Al Jilwah - The Black Book of Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Al_Jilwah.html

I expect more and better from you. Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing. You have some good points and some not so good points. I am too lazy to take them one by one.

I am not ok with those rituals and not because I give something to the Gods (they know I would) but because I lost my trust in Cobra. And even in myself for this matter, living in this overall mass paranoia.

And the term worshiping is ridiculous

[BirdofFreedom]

As of writing this there're currently 5 'power rituals' that were created by cobra.

• "Satan’s Absolution Ritual"[1]
• "Astarte’s Power Ritual"[2]
• "Baalzebul’s Power Ritual"[3]
• "Azazel’s Power Ritual"[4]
• "Abrasax’s Power Ritual"[5]

"Abrasax's" ritual being the most recent and currently(at the time of writing this) scheduled by cobra who said "The Ritual here is to be done for 10 consecutive days."[6].

Looking at these rituals they all have 1 thing in common, you vibrate runes, then recite the affirmations, these affirmations are essentially veneration and exaltation of the one the ritual is directed to.
in other words the 5 'power rituals' mentioned above are basically ritualistic worship to the entity that the ritual is directed to.

Similar to the way an xian would pray or sing songs directed to their god to worship/exalt/venerate said god.

The most recent one, "Abrasax's" 'power ritual' is essentially ritualistic worship towards "Abrasax"


Regardless, what's the jos's stance on worship? considering these rituals are essentially from the jos.

"NO GOD HAS A RIGHT TO INTERFERE IN MY AFFAIRS, AND I HAVE MADE IT AN IMPERATIVE RULE THAT EVERYONE SHALL REFRAIN FROM WORSHIPPING ALL GODS."
Those who worship other Gods end up confused and are open to all kinds of influences. It is important to stay focused. As Satanists, our God is Satan and there is no need to call upon other gods. Demons act as protectors and direct us to be strong in Satan. They can also act as mediators as they work with us closely, but we do not worship them. Satan does not demand or want any slavish worship.

We come to worship out of love, NOT coercion, threats, indoctrination, peer, or family pressure. In the end, Satan has won. Even solitary rituals are done out of free will and devotion. Satan is loved. The Christian "God" relies on fear. Remember, "Money can't buy you real love." This is so obvious, as the enemy religions are spiritually empty.

Satan represents and stands for self-efficiency and personal empowerment to where we can control our own lives and destinies without having to slavishly worship or rely upon something outside of ourselves.
...
We are all individual and have our own ways of ritual and worship. Very early on, to kneel was given to me by the Demons, and also a close friend had the same experience; to kneel out of respect, but this is between you and Father Satan.

Well 1st of, a 'commandment of Satan' is being broken, as the jos considers what's written in the "The Al Jilwah"[10] to be the 'commandments of Satan'.
Also according to maxine Satan doesn't "demand or want any slavish worship".

Ignoring the fact that maxine is also contradicting the 'commandment', she said "We come to worship out of love, NOT coercion, threats, indoctrination, peer, or family pressure." yet cobra in his sermon[6] said "The Ritual here is to be done for 10 consecutive days." if it's supposed to be done out of love and free will why is he telling people to do it? not only do it, but also to do it for "10 consecutive days".
Also if it's supposed to be done out of love why did cobra say "Therefore, I have constructed this Ritual so people see for themselves. One does not have to love or adore Abrasax [many of us do love him dearly], but you can definitely partake in getting to know him."?

As quoted above maxine said "Money can't buy you real love.", yet according to what cobra wrote on his "Abrasax" power ritual[6] it implies the opposite.
cobra said:
"For the basic levels, these Rituals are good to form a relation with a God. More advanced people might have other, far more indepth experiences."
"Everyone will benefit without exception." Everyone? who's everyone? myself included? and if so how does this 'benefit' me?

So according to cobra, worshiping these gods via his rituals is a good away to form a relationship with the gods? what exactly does cobra take the gods for?
Does he think the gods are like some sort cam girl or e-girl that you can just donate money to or simp to in order to form a relation with them?


An important point i would like to point out is in regards to the 'sigils' that's included in the 'power rituals'.
Why exactly did cobra make his own sigils for the gods in said rituals when there're already sigils assigned to those demons?

When it comes to 'astral' communication does one really know who they're talking to? considering that astral communication is not something easily understood by many people due to a lack of astral awareness.
Even in real life communication via the internet a person can be fooled, i'm sure you all have heard of the term 'catfish' before.
If not, a 'catfish' is one when takes the identity of another person usually that of an attractive man/woman and pretend to be that person in order to enter a deceptive relationship with a person.

Considering that people can fall for catfishs' via the internet imagine how easy it can be to fool someone via astral deception.

From what i understand sigils are used to make a connection to said entity that the sigil belongs to, yet the ones cobra made are drastically different from the ones the demons are commonly associated with.
So who knows what entities one connects to via the sigils cobra made.

I'd say it's a rather important detail considering 1 common instruction among those rituals are:
"The Sigil that is provided is the point of focus where this Ritual is upon. It is this Sigil here."
So whatever entities those sigils connect to are the focal point of worship, and i think it's important to really know the entity if you're going to worship it.

Sources and Links:

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[1] Satan’s Absolution Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Satan_Absolution_Ritual.html

[2] Astarte’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Astarte_Power_Ritual.html

[3] Baalzebul’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Baalzebul_Power_Ritual.html

[4] Azazel’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Azazel_Power_Ritual.html

[5] Abrasax’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Abrasax_Power_Ritual.html

[6] GROUP RITUAL: HONORING ABRASAX [July 23rd to August 3rd]
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=76092

[7] The Commandments of Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/COMMANDMENTS.html

[8] True Spirituality
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/TRUE_SPIRITUALITY.html

[9] Standard Ritual to Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Ritual.html

[10] The Al Jilwah - The Black Book of Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Al_Jilwah.html

I expect more and better from you. Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing. You have some good points and some not so good points. I am too lazy to take them one by one.

I am not ok with those rituals and not because I give something to the Gods (they know I would) but because I lost my trust in Cobra. And even in myself for this matter, living in this overall mass paranoia.

And the term worshiping is ridiculous

"I expect more and better from you."
You expected what exactly? how how are your 'expectations' irrelevant here?

"Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing."
Too bad? in what way? and what's easy about it?

" and some not so good points."
such as?

"And the term worshiping is ridiculous"
How so?

[AnonPoster]

As of writing this there're currently 5 'power rituals' that were created by cobra.

• "Satan’s Absolution Ritual"[1]
• "Astarte’s Power Ritual"[2]
• "Baalzebul’s Power Ritual"[3]
• "Azazel’s Power Ritual"[4]
• "Abrasax’s Power Ritual"[5]

"Abrasax's" ritual being the most recent and currently(at the time of writing this) scheduled by cobra who said "The Ritual here is to be done for 10 consecutive days."[6].

Looking at these rituals they all have 1 thing in common, you vibrate runes, then recite the affirmations, these affirmations are essentially veneration and exaltation of the one the ritual is directed to.
in other words the 5 'power rituals' mentioned above are basically ritualistic worship to the entity that the ritual is directed to.

Similar to the way an xian would pray or sing songs directed to their god to worship/exalt/venerate said god.

The most recent one, "Abrasax's" 'power ritual' is essentially ritualistic worship towards "Abrasax"


Regardless, what's the jos's stance on worship? considering these rituals are essentially from the jos.



Well 1st of, a 'commandment of Satan' is being broken, as the jos considers what's written in the "The Al Jilwah"[10] to be the 'commandments of Satan'.
Also according to maxine Satan doesn't "demand or want any slavish worship".

Ignoring the fact that maxine is also contradicting the 'commandment', she said "We come to worship out of love, NOT coercion, threats, indoctrination, peer, or family pressure." yet cobra in his sermon[6] said "The Ritual here is to be done for 10 consecutive days." if it's supposed to be done out of love and free will why is he telling people to do it? not only do it, but also to do it for "10 consecutive days".
Also if it's supposed to be done out of love why did cobra say "Therefore, I have constructed this Ritual so people see for themselves. One does not have to love or adore Abrasax [many of us do love him dearly], but you can definitely partake in getting to know him."?

As quoted above maxine said "Money can't buy you real love.", yet according to what cobra wrote on his "Abrasax" power ritual[6] it implies the opposite.
cobra said:
"For the basic levels, these Rituals are good to form a relation with a God. More advanced people might have other, far more indepth experiences."
"Everyone will benefit without exception." Everyone? who's everyone? myself included? and if so how does this 'benefit' me?

So according to cobra, worshiping these gods via his rituals is a good away to form a relationship with the gods? what exactly does cobra take the gods for?
Does he think the gods are like some sort cam girl or e-girl that you can just donate money to or simp to in order to form a relation with them?


An important point i would like to point out is in regards to the 'sigils' that's included in the 'power rituals'.
Why exactly did cobra make his own sigils for the gods in said rituals when there're already sigils assigned to those demons?

When it comes to 'astral' communication does one really know who they're talking to? considering that astral communication is not something easily understood by many people due to a lack of astral awareness.
Even in real life communication via the internet a person can be fooled, i'm sure you all have heard of the term 'catfish' before.
If not, a 'catfish' is one when takes the identity of another person usually that of an attractive man/woman and pretend to be that person in order to enter a deceptive relationship with a person.

Considering that people can fall for catfishs' via the internet imagine how easy it can be to fool someone via astral deception.

From what i understand sigils are used to make a connection to said entity that the sigil belongs to, yet the ones cobra made are drastically different from the ones the demons are commonly associated with.
So who knows what entities one connects to via the sigils cobra made.

I'd say it's a rather important detail considering 1 common instruction among those rituals are:
"The Sigil that is provided is the point of focus where this Ritual is upon. It is this Sigil here."
So whatever entities those sigils connect to are the focal point of worship, and i think it's important to really know the entity if you're going to worship it.

Sources and Links:

Code: Select all

[1] Satan’s Absolution Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Satan_Absolution_Ritual.html

[2] Astarte’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Astarte_Power_Ritual.html

[3] Baalzebul’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Baalzebul_Power_Ritual.html

[4] Azazel’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Azazel_Power_Ritual.html

[5] Abrasax’s Power Ritual
https://satanslibrary.org/Demons/Abrasax_Power_Ritual.html

[6] GROUP RITUAL: HONORING ABRASAX [July 23rd to August 3rd]
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=76092

[7] The Commandments of Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/COMMANDMENTS.html

[8] True Spirituality
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/TRUE_SPIRITUALITY.html

[9] Standard Ritual to Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Ritual.html

[10] The Al Jilwah - The Black Book of Satan
https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Al_Jilwah.html

I expect more and better from you. Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing. You have some good points and some not so good points. I am too lazy to take them one by one.

I am not ok with those rituals and not because I give something to the Gods (they know I would) but because I lost my trust in Cobra. And even in myself for this matter, living in this overall mass paranoia.

And the term worshiping is ridiculous

"I expect more and better from you."
You expected what exactly? how how are your 'expectations' irrelevant here?

You mean relevant.

It's an expression. I hoped you would think more.

"Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing."
Too bad? in what way? and what's easy about it?

Easy to follow.
I appreciate your style of writing

" and some not so good points."
such as?

I will properly reply later at this.


"And the term worshiping is ridiculous"
How so?

Your relationship with the Gods is personal and you aready know that.

what experiences would you say you had with Satan and or the Gods? the years you spent at Jos...are u disappointed in them? Do you still believe in them? What is your actual stance if you have any conclusion.

I know those rituals are at least strange. I look at them from many angles and something is not as it seems. What exactly, I don't know. I suspect is about a DEAL more like a personal deal. But then, the question would be, are the Gods just neutral and lack our human morals? REMEMBER at the FRTR 'seal the deal'? Too many questions, I will come back later.

[BirdofFreedom]

I expect more and better from you. Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing. You have some good points and some not so good points. I am too lazy to take them one by one.

I am not ok with those rituals and not because I give something to the Gods (they know I would) but because I lost my trust in Cobra. And even in myself for this matter, living in this overall mass paranoia.

And the term worshiping is ridiculous

"I expect more and better from you."
You expected what exactly? how how are your 'expectations' irrelevant here?

You mean relevant.

It's an expression. I hoped you would think more.

"Too bad for your nice style (and easy) of writing."
Too bad? in what way? and what's easy about it?

Easy to follow.
I appreciate your style of writing

" and some not so good points."
such as?

I will properly reply later at this.


"And the term worshiping is ridiculous"
How so?

Your relationship with the Gods is personal and you aready know that.

what experiences would you say you had with Satan and or the Gods? the years you spent at Jos...are u disappointed in them? Do you still believe in them? What is your actual stance if you have any conclusion.

I know those rituals are at least strange. I look at them from many angles and something is not as it seems. What exactly, I don't know. I suspect is about a DEAL more like a personal deal. But then, the question would be, are the Gods just neutral and lack our human morals? REMEMBER at the FRTR 'seal the deal'? Too many questions, I will come back later.

You're interested in my personal experience?
well for the most part, it's personal.

What about you, would you answer those questions of yours and give your experience? and by 'them' i presume to mean 'the gods'?
are you disappointed in 'them'?